"The future rewards those who press on. I don't have time to feel sorry for myself. I don't have time to complain. I'm going to *press on*"  - Barack Obama

That's such a good quote.
We need to start letting go of what happened in the past and learn from it to not commit the same mistake again.
We need to be strong-minded to become someone successful. 

Work

My maternal grandfather has been diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer and except for me and my aunt, nobody knows about that. I'm not able to face him and i haven't really talked to him since yesterday 

I just want to ask that sometimes you just get sad without any reason and you just don't say any words wants to stay speechless , I had a solution before I used to cry it out but now it doesn't work anymore is there any other way to get rid of this feeling?

Anxiety

I feel i am useless. I worked in jewellery industry for 2 years. Switched 3 companies during this time. I resigned from my last work place on December 2019. Initially my salary was about 20k per month.... Then it kept of decreasing.... When i resigned my last salary was 13k. I was so demotivated that i decided to leave that job, but i didn't had other options. My parents called me back to my home town as i was jobless. Then came pandamic. Due to which i didn't got any new work. Its been 1 year now. I am getting frustrated and irritated with my self and living with parents. I feel my freedom is being taken away. I feel i am useless. My friends are all so busy. They have no time to listen to me or talk. Parents don't understand. I want to end my life. There is no use of me. I being liability for everyone around me. And I don't want to be burden... 

Frustration

Move on ni ho paa rha

3am Thoughts

Is it really worth it😓

Exhausted

I'm deleting my account y'all, it was nice talking to each of you

Mental Health

today,
i went out to get some fresh air outside
i feel grateful bcs i get to see the sky and the rain 
i get to eat some tasty foods with my family
although we are deciding to cancel our outing last minute
but fortunately we get to eat at that shops 
im feeling so happy
and yes i learned something today 
which is
" you can't give up so fast and you have to enjoy the life as much as you can when u are still have the chance , don't waste it :) "
but at the same time, im so sad bcs i will go back school just a few days more :(
hm
i feel so heavy to leave my family and home
but i think that i have to 
bcs i want to achieve my dream and ambitions 
so , just go on 
heheh finally you will get what u want if u study hard and smart !
and also i have feelings with someone but it was so imposible to get noticed by him hahaha bcs he is royal family but ya,hahaa i will stop dreaming of him maybe?
hahaha okay that's all from now 
bye 
-thanks for those who are reading this
i feel relieved bcs i get to say this to someone which is YOU <3
byebyee goodnight !
stay safe and be happy , keep smile okay?
don't be so hard 


Happy

I feel liek I don't fit in with anyone and I feel empty when I am with people.
And my family,like I don't wanna be with them.
It's hard.
And no one understands me.

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