the first man (father) i have loved was the first man who broke my heart.

i forgive him already but were not close now unlike before that i can share everything to him

i have forgiven him already cause I hate the feeling of having a hard feelings for someone. I still love him though despite of what he did lol. but everytime i remember that day I break down, and it hurts thinking what he did.

If you love him so much then try to forgive him 💜

If you love him try and repair the trust, love, and everything else that was broken in the process of him breaking your heart it won't be easy but if he's a person you love and want in your life you should at least try. Hope all goes well 

Family

why people dont care about my feelings ,i have done everything to make them happy but they always blam me that i am wrong is it wrong to be nice is it wrong to take care of our closed ones?

Hi, I feel so disgusting. There is this fight between my mom and I for months regarding my skin sickness and weight. A month back, my mom and I got in a fight because I have too much rashes from my irresistible scratching. I cried for a day and told her about my feelings. It was rough and painful but at least she knew what I felt- or did she. Minutes ago my mom and I got to the same fight again and, what really hurts me is her mentioning one of my explanations when I released my feelings that, it was my fault why I have such a pathetic body. Now I can't think of any remedy I could do to at least not hate myself.


Body image

Which brands serum is better? 
Dermaco or minimalist

Acne

I feel trapped in a box where i want to get out try things which i have never done before but something is holding me and not letting me go out of that little box ..it needs courage to get out i wish I can 

Anxiety

This app is one of the weird af
It has literally people dating in a intro room, flirting with eachother. While on feed people talking about depression , family problems and sometimes it's like mental asylum. Crying and whining about life. And also has girls who need attention; gets attention from random guys and gets satisfactied and sleep. There is also a poet group which cool idea and then people just post poem's there nobody cares about their poem's. It seems like it from observation. And there r some people like "YOU" yes you! The one who is reading it. wassup? do you need love? R you lonley? Or you had breakup still figuring out how to move on!? Or you might be the one who is unemployed. If not you definitely in college no friends just finding friends here like they going to stay with you forever. 

3am Thoughts

Can I just cry? until this pain fades away.

Mental Health

Am not feeling good about anything in my life. I fought for 3 years to marry love of my life. And have baby now. But I understand him more after marrying him. It was 5 years relationship before marriage. He is drinking habits , loans and other things making me stressed. Am also working women and am always unhappy. I helped paying his loans and working hard enough to support him. But he does betting and trades and lose his money. And go for drinks till early no with his friends. I find it very difficult to handle it. If I restrict him , he fights with me. I am not able to share my feelings with him properly. He thinks he is doing everything and am not understanding it. But deep down in my mind I know how much am fed of this relationship. What should I do? How to control my emotions? 

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