The feeling when I've not done anything for myself or to anyone else is kindof killing me. The negative vibe that comes when I've wasted one whole day is something I can't explain. I have the fear what should I do tomorrow and will that be enough or will I just waste tomorrow as I've wasted today. This is really giving me a weird feeling, something like a depression.

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Depression

I feel like ending it all, the other person isn't respecting my limits...!

Frustration

I just want to share this, but I think I'm loosing my relationship with God. I can't even remember the last time I pray. One of the greatest thing I want to achieve is to have a strong faith with him; to believe in him but lately I'm forgetting about him, it feels like I'm loosing my faith towards God and I hate it. I really hate myself, I hate that I always blame him when something unfortunate happened but I don't remember him when something good is happening; I always forget to thank him for everything. It feels really bad cause I'm so ungrateful.

Relationships

Recently I have felt like I have so many bottled-up emotions. I feel as though I could explode... So many things stress me out as well. At times, everything is just too much for me and I break down into tears. When this happens I tend to be in my bedroom alone and try to be as quiet as possible. I don't want my family to hear me crying or being upset. I don't want them to worry about me. My parents have already gone through so much throughout their lives. I would hate it if I made things worse for them. Anyway, I feel like I need to get through this myself. My family members have their own problems and issues to solve. So, I think I am going to deal with mine too. Or at least try to. However, sometimes I feel too overwhelmed by my thoughts. I have realized that I tend to overthink things a lot. I think about what I could have said in certain situations. I also think a lot about how I could change things and make everything better if time travel existed. I have really wanted to just go back in time. To those good days where I was so happy and didn't have any worries at all. I miss being a young child and clueless. When I was younger I was interested in the simplest things. I also didn't think about what I could have done or what could happen. I was always in the present and happy. Now, in my teens, I am just lost and going through so much. Hopefully, I will keep pushing through and become a bit happier soon...

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3am Thoughts

hi, i'm new here...i hope everyone is doing good
so i am finally at the point where i needed to talk to somebody, 
recently everything is going tough for me, few days back i looked at myself in the mirror and could not recognise myself, i felt like i am not this person. last night i had thoughts racing in my mind and my heart was beating very fast, i was tired but i couldn't sleep, when i did fall asleep for a short while, i woke up suddenly due to a dream i had. same thing happened in the morning, i woke up with racing thoughts about the day ahead and a fast beating heart. i'm a 20 year old female in college but i still feel like i have not grown up or become mature at all, about my friends, i always feel like they don't care about me as much as i care about them, which stops me from reaching out 
there's one more thing...i am replaying things from my childhood in my head (a bit too frequently) which are not good memories,
that's the reason i came to a different city for college and now our college is closing again due to covid so i have to go back now

does anybody have any suggestions? have you gone through something similar? 

Anxiety

***Trigger Warning*** 
I've been dealing with major depression, anxiety, adhd and OCD since I was 6 years old and last week I tried to hang myself. Of course I couldn't go through with it even when I was feeling the air leave my body and could have easily let go I was too scared. I pray everyday now for someone else to kill me because I'm too much of a chicken to end my life. I've been trying to seek help in ways I thought would work but I know that people can't just stop what they're doing for me and I hate being a bother to them. Also Wednesday is my one year anniversary for my divorce which is causing me more depression and suicidal thoughts. I really don't know what to do. I'm scared and living each day like this makes me really want to end my life. I can't take it. Please someone help me. Anyone. 

Mental Health

I hate the feeling when nothing is wrong but nothing feels good to 

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