
The day starts with the hope new will come....but if it doesn't comes then just wait something better is on its way

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Rashmi 

Caregiver

How did you spend your weekend?

Celebration

I can't find any reason to stay and continue my life.

Delusion

Feel quite shitty and worthless . Heads hurting and can’t sleep


Lonely

Whoever you are. Just remember when  people say something bad to you dont worry because when you hold the same mirror for them to look their self through that mirror they will hate it. They want change for you but not for them. When they use you and also make you feel like.. You don't deserve this but they are kind enough to give you love. They are actually trying to use you. Dont fell in their trap. 

Mental Wellbeing

I FUCKING HATE MY BODY. I HATE EVERY INCH OF IT. I AM TIRED OF PRETENDING TO LOVE IT. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT BUT I CAN'T. I EAT MY EMOTIONS AND THEN FEEL SO GUILTY THAT I THROW UP. I DON'T FEEL LIKE MOVING AN INCH. I ONCE LOST 35KGS AND THEN GAINED IT ALL BACK BECAUSE OF PANDEMIC, DEPRESSION AND THE MENTAL TORTURE I GOT FROM MY PARENTS. I JUST HATE MY BODY.

i didnt sleep i got shi on my mind that nobody will understand but whos up ad wanna talk

Insomnia

I’m feeling lonely want to talk to anyone but no one is there also confused what will I talk if anyone come. Things are not happening right everything is falling. Broken lonely did have anything in mind want to forget everything not have energy to do anything only getting up from bed and doing job and getting back to bed that’s what only left in life.  
What I should do? 

3am Thoughts

Depression or sadness has become a constant in my life. I don’t remember not feeling this way.

There are so many things in my life that are so fucked up that I don’t even know where to begin. My family is not supportive at all, they don’t care about what I think, what i want, what i value. They don’t support any of my decisions or life choices.

My friend are all very superficial as well. They just talk to me when they need something, they don’t really care about me. I don’t know what i’m even friends with them. Maybe i just don’t wanna be alone in my life and i’m scared.

Like all this was already not enough, my career is so fucked up. I just got fired from my job because they think i’m not good at the work i do and i'm putting in my hundred percent efforts.  And well, they are not wrong. i'm not putting in my hundred percent efforts. I haven’t been feeling the best or even putting in my best. This was bound to happen, i’m not surprised. I still feel bad and hurt about what happened 

Depression or sadness has fucked up my life for real. I don’t know what I will do with all this. I don’t know how to deal with all this depression or sadness. I’m scared. i dont remember being happy for a very long time and i dont know if i will ever be able to find happiness . 

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