the concept of people being born in the 00s and being on this website or the internet in general will never stop giving me a minor heart attack every time bc my brain stopped processing time in like 2008 so anyone born in like 2003 is automatically assumed to be in kindergarten.

Yep, I still feel its 2010 and there is no way its 2019 and people born on 2000s are teens now like wtf, Im a teen but like in my 20s.

Other

I knew a￼ guy who continued to feel guilty over a girl, the last time they were arguing and he told her that he would not care even if he saw her dead body.. till this day he has absolutely no idea if she’s alive or not, and even if she turned out to be so..how would he dare to talk to her? It’s not about these last words, it’s deeper. Having all these horrible events going on, I don’t think they will ever talk again like they used to, or probably never..and he will fo the rest of his live feels as if something is missing down inside of his heart.

3am Thoughts

I had my result today of school 
I was so scared 

Exam

Guys I'm so in love with this person, we only started talking mid january Never met in real life got distance of 8k miles between us and 12 hour time difference. 

Long Distance Relationship

Is anyone free to talk 


Lonely

Suggest some real nice hindi songs please. 
Also , underrated songs are more than welcome ✨🙈

Affirmations

My sibling he is having trouble with his mentalhealth and I'm sacred that I'll wake up one day and he'll be gone it's gotten so bad that I can't leave him alone more then a hour or to without having a panic attack I can't go to sleep until he does I watch him well he's sleeping to see if he breathing cause I'm sacred when I wasn't paying attention he took a bunch of pills I haven't been a good sister not even close I want to be better but I always screw it up I should be helping but I don't do good with feelings I don't do good with mine when he tries venting to me I say yeah or well she's a bitch I've heard him on the phone and said nobody would care if I died couple days later he said he tried oding well I was in the room wide awake and I didn't even realize I just thought he was tired i keep thinking about relapsing and I feel selfish for wanting to because of him 

Mental Health

i am seaching for job but i am not able to get ... finacially my family is very weak. recently my mom is passed way ...  and my father is went through surgery ... its really very hard time for me to move .  i am commited with lot of commitments..really i am hateing this life .. getting into negative thoughts. 

Failure

Broke up with him not because he cheated on me or we lost interest or he wasn't able to satisfy me or due to any misunderstanding.
Broke up with because he wasn't able to give me the attention because soon he is about to shift and start his new life of college. I knew that  he won't break up with me so that he doesn't feels guilty about it and I knew that I have to do it before he shifts, leaving all his past and me behind so that he can start fresh.
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How should I get out of this (phase) without hitting and hurting myself anymore and WANTING HIM BACK AGAIN AND AGAIN TO BE IN HIS ARMS and to let him go and let him live his life while i live mine. 

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