 The biggest flex is keeping your heart soft and your boundaries strong

Body Positivity

Never let your fear control you 🙂

Anxiety

Not a single day goes by ,literally, when I dont contemplate suici*e. Its been like this for many years. Will my life ever get better? 


Frustration

Im literally crying rn 
I cant go to school for i worry abt my health but im scared to get used to it 
What if in this way i'll stop my study

I dont want that but parents telling me what will happen in my studies 

I have dream too, i dont want to cut off my study , i dream to stand in law court , defending people or do business

My mind is so full rn 
Some people enjoy their life now
But i dont enjoy my youth 


Dreams

Has anyone ever felt confused about dating? Like you want to date but you don’t have the energy to like invest in a person + ofc when you’ve had bad experiences with relationships you don’t wanna get hurt ?

Relationships

Why was I even born if my parents had to leave me. 
Back story- my parents got separated when I was 7 n I stayed with my dad till I was 10 n I was sent to boarding school n now my dad barely sees me. I'm pretty sure that I haven't met him in 3 years. 

3am Thoughts

I am in a dilemma.. I got cheated on earlier in my relationships, got left or rejected even after he proposed the marriage.
Then similarly every other Indian, I said yes to the arranged marriage even after i didn't like the guy. My parents were happy and initially I was happy to see them happy.
And then one guy came into the picture, I never told him that I am almost engaged and kept him near. We got so close that I thought I should break the almost engagement but my parents did what every parent has been doing.

Now after one year of marriage, I am still not happy. My husband is caring but we are not compatible. I am still talking to that other guy.. I am doing this emotional cheating and don't even have the guts to break this marriage. 

The other guy should move on, but I am not letting him. I am afraid I will be left alone.


Tired of fuckingg everything and everyone. Everyone around me are into a relationship or have the one go to person, someone they have at the end of the day to talk to them and make them feel better about anything that's disturbing. Feeling way too lonely I don't know for what else or for what not things. Nothing feels right either, tired mentally as well as physically

Lonely

Want to send hi to someone of mine, but i couldn't. it kills

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