The belt is right beside me and I'm trying really hard to not touch it.

I am trying to contain the urge to hurt myself. 

Hallucinations
Nightmares 
Panic attacks 

Hey 
Please don't do it 
You can talk about what's bothering
I am here for you 
Your life marters

Conflict

The thing about pain is, it demands to be felt 💔

3am Thoughts

Lower back painnnnnn kills

When it hurts, it hurts real y bad! 

Depression

Yeah so it hurts and I have to hide it like nobody understands me at all I just don't it's stopping everytime I think everything is fine it all starts over again and I just can't keep it inside me anymore I don't know what to do with this I want to stop  this  yeah. Just wanted to get this out. 

Anxiety

Pain teaches you something that happiness never could. Heartbreaks are okay, failure is okay, betrayals are okay, being cheated is okay, you are experiencing, you are developing, it's evolution.
F*** it up everything.....

From hurt comes pain,
from pain comes change.
if it hurts enough,
 change will happen.

Society

Where does all this pain go?

Does the pain ever subsidies? Is there ever any reduction in suffering if not an end? Are we supposed to quarrel our whole life with people who mean the most to us? Kitna hi strong bann lo there's a breaking point of everyone. No matter how motivated or inspired or even spiritual you are there's a point where 15 years of constant struggle gets you.
PS I'm sorry I'm just venting. 

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