Thankyou for all the boosting replies. I really felt better after i got some help. Just wanted to thanks atleat for this hour i am happy and not crying for a shitty person.

Hi!
Glad to hear that. 
You'll be happy for more than this hour, you and we can do it. 🌈✨

Happy

he talked w other girls while im tutoring for university, i found out, broke up and returned to each other. now i cant trust him as much as before, seeing him w his girl friend doesn’t makes me comfy as before. should i broke up or let the time heals?

Overthinking

Good morning... Every single day is the opportunity to become a best version of yourself.... 

3am Thoughts

I don't like my job....well earlier because of too much work pressure but now as an intitution where customer centric rules framed in such a dirty way that they can abuse staff with impunity......and this is how it goes and will go stronger as time passes.... I just wanna quit but before want to get a decent job.... For that i have to study... But i m such a movieholic can't help myself

Books

On 24th May 2020, I broke up with my boyfriend....
It was my first true relationship....
We broke up but there are still some misunderstandings from my side...N I was the one who said that we cannot contact each other after we break up.....Even after almost 1 year I am not able to move on.... He is in the same clg group.... It makes me feel angry whenever I hear his voice.... I still make fake scenarios in my mind about us being together.... It makes me feel worst.... 
This is how we ended :-
He once pranked me by saying that he was going to propose to a girl(that girl already had a crush on him) I got scared because we were in a relationship n it was not going well....
He said that he just wrote that to get my attention....
Next time when he pranked he indirectly said that 'I want to break up with u' I agreed to it....Because he said that I was in a relationship with u because u were happy with me.....I felt like I was a burden on him....I agreed to the breakup.....he said that I was just testing u....

I kinda have a habit to write '....' instead of 'hmmm' so when he said I was testing u....I replied with "...." He then said that I love u and all that stuff. I was pissed off so I continuously replied with "...." Now I wanted to irritate him....

The next day in the morning he restricted my Instagram account.... N it was my daily routine to text him first in the morning....I waited....for hours....no reply....At last I texted him(SMS) "I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH U" I just wanted his attention....He immediately called me and started to scold me....he didn't even listen to me or ask me that "Why did I write that?" Out of anger I also said let's break up....First time in my life I had got so much furious....

The next thing that he did is the took screenshot n put that in our clg group....N blamed me that I had broken up with him.....
I was like "WHAT THE HELL !!!!"

I tried 3 times after that to patch up but he said that "I have promised my little sister(she was 2 years younger than him) that I will never come in a relationship with u "

I blocked him after that....

N the worst part is that after break up I realized that he manipulated me like mad....
He made me choose between him and my friends.... N I had chosen him....

I lost everything....Just because of him....I have no friends to talk now....

He has everything right now....like friends support, family support....everything

Can anyone help me overcome him????



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Breakup

I don't feel anything anymore...I try to be happy I just can't.it feels fake... I'm losing so many friends bcoz I don't show them the same excitement they have when we meet...I wanna be happy

I feel horrible.

Anxiety

How are we doing today?

It’s my exes birthday today and would it be bad of me to text them happy birthday? We only been broken up for 2 months ( yes I think about him all the time) 

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