Thank you to everyone who said "I'm here no matter what happens" without being toxic and wanting something in return. Stay blessed<3

3am Thoughts

What is moving on stages?

I am annoyingly sensitive these days. I don't know why I feel like that.I end up saying something stupid to people I care about and I want to do something productive but it ends up hurting them and I hate myself for it.I want to do something productive but I have zero energy to do something.

Anxiety

When I'm  bored nobody text me😕

Lonely

I fall in love easily and I end up getting hurt for it. I lost a friend just because I confessed to them. Any tips..?

Relationships

Welcome september 😊😊

Happy

Any girl therr I wanna ask many questions to them?

Hey beautiful people. It's okay if you didn't have a good day today. Have a good sleep and wake up stronger tomorrow. New day new beginnings. <3 


Motivation

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So, my ex-boyfriend thinks that me choosing my mental health over our relationship is incredibly selfish of me. When we were friends, I once told him about my depression. I told him about how I couldn’t suicide, thinking how scared I was to ever give up. And his response still haunts my nightmares. He said that 'you are a coward’.

After this, I never said anything about my issues or my bothering. But still, when we entered into a relationship, I told him that I need a break. I lied to him, saying that my therapist has said to take a break from the relationship and I knew that he won’t even care for the fact that I lied about seeing a therapist. See, we were in a long-distance relationship. We never met, rarely called each other, considering I don’t have a personal phone and that we live in different states. But the moment I told him about this, he called me.

He said that you don’t need a therapist and that I was perfectly fine. He did not know that even though I could not afford a therapist, I was still drowning in the sea of depression. And with this, I altogether stopped telling him about my lack of enthusiasm in life.

Now, after I realised that he continuously made me feel bad about my body and looks, I broke up with him. He daily spams me with ‘I’m sorry’ messages and one day, when I got fed up, I asked him if he even knows about what he was sorry for. And he replied with a no.

He still chats with his ex-girlfriend, who btw totally wants to get back together with him. She also daily spams me with -’ I didn’t know that you were such a bad person, ‘You are so scared of me!’ and ‘I won!’ Well, I don’t give a shit about her.

The thing that is amusing me is that his friends are texting me, saying to forgive him. Like bruh! Do you even know what happened?! They say that he is not eating, not sleeping… And what about me? I cannot sleep because of the constant nightmares provided by your dear friend and his ex-girlfriend. And I know he ate and slept because he posts his stories and stuff about his doings and things.

Why I wrote this is because I wanted to know what I should tell his friends so that they stop messaging me. And blocking is not an option because I already tried it. They just start making new accounts.

Frustrated by the whole world,
Mochi💚

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