Thank you guys for giving such a positive ending to a bad day. Your lovely messages made me go starry-eyed.Love and hugs. 

Mere dil ke dil ke dil main ho aap saab. A shower of love right back at you. Love you!

Well I was feeling unloved and a big void had formed in my soul. 

Ikr. But it feels terrible. I am good today. Wbu

I am happy to know that you r good. 😀😀

Life

Meri jaan tune mujhko pagal he Kiya Mera lgta na jiya tere bagair 🤗

One Sided Love

I’m so useless I can’t even sleep.

Depression

Vo who cares vali ladki kaha hai...👀

3am Thoughts

There isn't anyone ,who I could share this with .So....just tried writing something
Heartless
Yes….Yes I am heartless
Reason aren't any but the situations
You weren't there emotionally
I was falling apart
Trembling , frightened…
Didn't ask you to come 
But … You came
Made everything look good 
Which was not the case
Then suddenly you left 
I ….was left alone
Struggling…in this ado
But that made me stronger 



If being frank is heartless then ,yes I am
If not showing emotions is heartless then,yes I am
Because if I would've shown 
I would've broke into pieces





Poetry

I haven’t hear from my boyfriend in 15 hours. I can’t control the anxiety. He doesn’t even have a phone 😭

Boyfriend

Yesterday i learned a lesson from my quite classmate. So started from January 3 until 7 we got an school festival/Academy day there was alot of events and stuffs going on for the whole 5 days. Yesterday i came at the school late and on the way to our room i saw my quite classmate alone at the second floor corridor just watching other students have fun i said "Good morning" to him and he looks at me and bow a little, My Teacher came at our room to check the attendance that was already done by our class president. My teacher saw andrew (the quite guy) and say "o andrew what are you doing here? Go play with your classmates." andrew responded "i'm already having fun maam" and my teacher said "Gosh andrew, your'e so mysterious. Just what are you always doing? You don't even play with your classmate or participate any games at school." and Andrew said "Just like the astronaut watching through their telescope, Gods watching what we're doing. I do nothing else but Observe what the people around me is doing. Just watching kids, my classmate and my seniors have fun gives me joy. So staying here and watching them have fun is already fun for me. No need to play games maam" His answer warms my heart and the teacher was shock from his answer and was speechless. Our teacher said "Is that so?" with a big smile on her face our teacher looks at me and said "RB you've been staring at andrew for too lomg long now. Do you have a crush on him? Hahaha" i started blushing and just run downstairs. What i learned from him was people has their own way of having fun and you don't need to rely on others just to be happy, all you need to do was do something you love or what your hearts desire and you'll have a fun times living in this world. And i think i now have a crush on him😖

Quotes

Ek sal phle mera breakup gya tha sanju se fir mai library join k waha ek abhishek nam k ldke se frndship huyi and he likes me. Breakup k bad bht upset thi mai bht negativity aa rhi thi usne smjhaya bht support kiya k pdho career pr focus kro ar fir jb Usne propose kiya to mai na ni kr payi. Bt i keep missing sanju.. Ab sanju waps ana chahta meri lyf me hmesa msg krta bolta jst frnd rhege bt i used to ignore him. Aaj  sanju k papa k death ho gyi mujse rha n gya wo hmesa mere ups nd Downs me support kiya hai muje sambhala hai..sanju bt nu krna chahta mujse Usne rply diya sympathy ni chahiye use.. Pta ni q muje bht rona aa rha i missed him a lot. Gr sanju man jata hai Kuch din bad to muje kya krna chahiye us se frndship rakhni chahiye. Yr abhi k sath glt n hoga. I am totally confused about my own feelings and thoughts. 

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