Thank you for being alive guys.whoever wanted to die, now living even if its hard.thank you.soon you gonna have all the happiness just wait.have faith

Celebration

Day 111 of writing journal entries.

I’m really tired, and stressed out. I honestly just wish that friendship in the United States could go back to what it used to be… because I could use a friend like that right now. Someone who I can get all the hugs i need from without feeling judged or ridiculed. 

I’m sick and tired of people acting the way they do. I know there are good people, I see them online all the time, like on this app, I just wish I could see these people in real life, and be their friend.

Personal Growth

My name in whatever you decide and

I'm just gonna call you mine

-taylor avift

3am Thoughts

Is it normal to feel nothing after getting mentally abused? 

I am the dairy of secrets ? It's too difficult to handle.
 i think we should never keep secrets of anyone ..
But i am the genuine key ☺️
Mai Raaz ko Raaz mai razzi rakhta hu issliye khuda muj se razi hai ..

I dont know what to do anymore or what to think or how to feel. It just gets so weird sometimes. I miss him so much i love hik so much i just wants to talk to him ans things are better now with him he is trying really hard but you kno what is so easy so damn easy is with this other guy who just appears perfect- connection with my mom, settles job, loves me so much, cares for me more than anything, practical and emotionally stable, mutual respect, have no family issues and my mom just adores him so kuch they share a vibe so hard, very loyal never even looked at any other girl and is just so open about me as well, not ashamed of accepting me in public . I just dont know why i dont love him why i dont have feelings for him. Why do i have feelings for someone who makes things difficult for me.

Confusion

Do you ever feel like you aren't strong enough to love? I do. 

Love

I felt like I was leaving a piece of my soul behind the moment you left. And every second that passes, I miss you like that, times a million. Missing someone

Ye tere reshmi jo baal jaal sazi hai
Mara nahi par jeete ji tu meri fasi hai
Daba nahi gala kyu sanse meri ghut rahi
Main kya hi du saza ja teri har saza hi maafi hai
❤️👀

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