Thak gya hu bro fake friendship se😁

3am Thoughts

Koi mera dost ban jao please 😔😔😔

Lonely

Kaabhi phone chalate chalate muh par gira hai

Raat ko sadness kyu hit kar jaati hai yar. 
I hate this feeling

Kabhi kabhi itna taras aata h dusro ko dekh kr... 
Itna make_up, mehnge kapde, high class pa_rties, dri_nks, dru_gs, endless relationships aur firr endless breakups, showoff, izzat, ha_te, overly perfect inst*  prof_ile.. Baap re!!! 
Pata nahi kiss bhaagdaud m lage h yeh log.. Mtlb tbh mujhe bht jyada Taras aata hai, bht zyada.
Lagta h kitni hol_low life h inki.. Kar kya rhe h yeh log? 

Ese nhi h ki m garib hun, bhai naukari kr rha hun, aur bht bht Better salary hai meri.. Aur esa bhi nhi h ki I'm against life ke mazze, zaruri h woh.. Lekin yeh Fake kyu banna? 

Maine kahan tha aap pe chote baal bohot suit karte hain lekin fir bhi aapne bhadha liye. Kam se kam chote toh rakh hi sakte the, humko sukoon hi mil jata ki baato ko dhyaan mai rakha gaya hai lekin aapko kahan farak padhta hai mai hoon ki nahi. Bas ek aur anjaan banda tha, just another guy. Aaj tak jo cheezein kisiko nahi boli woh bola aapko, aaj tak tareef nahi ki kisi ladki ki lekin aapki ki shayad nahi same feel hua hoga aapko. I had the purest of intentions, I wasn't lying when I said never wanted anything but you😊

I am literally feeling like "kaha fass gayi" in this relationship. I don't like being in relationship with him. It's not like I want freedom n all. I don't feel like I have a boyfriend and I am in a relationship. I and he can live without each other. It's just maybe we don't want to live. But I hate being in relationship.
 
**Mujhe ghar jana hai ~ in Alia Bhatt voice**

kuch toh tha humare beech pata nahi kya! naam nahi diya ja sakta lekin jo tha sacha tha. apne sabdo ko lafzoon mein baya karna mushkil hai lekin duniya dari bhulakar uske baare mein sochna utna hi asaan. kya hai ye dosti? ab itni toh samajh aa gya hai ki sirf dosti toh nahi hai ye. uske saath safe and secure feel krna, health ki chinta nahi krna, kuch bhi bolne se pehle uska samajh jana, baat baat pe "pagal hai" ye kehna. 1 saal ho gye kabhi humne normal baate nahi ki, haar time nok jhok wali larai. ha ek baat pe hum serious the, "apne tutte dil ki baate krte samai". tutta wo bhi tha, tutta main bhi hoon. dono pyaar se koso mil dur jane wale najane kab itne paas aa gye pata hi nahi chala. 1 saal se jante hai kabhi realisation hi nahi hua ki itna kuch ho sakta hai humare beech. ha express kisine nahi kya lekin kuch toh tha. ab jaha iss feeling ko aane ki izzat di isko accept aur shambhalne bhi samai lagega na! dono ne bharosa jo khoya tha, jo sabse badi cheez hoti hai rishte mein. humne ek dusre ko apne apne haal mein chor diya hai! shayad kabhi kismat ne chaha toh ek honge warna zindegi hai chalti toh rahegi.

Relationships

There is a friend A of mine jo mere baare mein bohot jyada bitch krti hai and mere saamne mera well wisher pretend karti hai. I always think of cutting her of but the issue is that she’s my neighbor and we have same school friends circle. So if i lose touch wt her, she’s probably gonna go and talk shit about me to my other school friends. 
There’s a friend Y whose gf is my closest friend. We two go really well. But i never talked to this Y. But now suddenly Y talks to me due to his gf matter. 
Recently merko pata chala ki Y and A ne mere baare mein bitchinh ki hai. Y bolta hai baat mt batao and A se durr raho. But merko sab clear karne ka mann hai. Mene A ko 2-3 baar baat karne and milne kaha but voh taal rhi hai and voh kehti hai ki usne mere liye kuch nhi kaha parr usse mere liye Y ne galat kaha. Abh mujhe nahi pata kon sahi hai kon galat.
Merko naa A se baat karna hai and naa hi Y se. 
But Y se terms off karne se kahi meri close friend ke saath mera terms naa kharab ho jaaye bass yahi soch ke mein kuch bol nahi rhi hu.

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