Tere bare me Jan socha nahi tha,
Main tanha tha magar itna nahi tha,
Manane ruthne ke khel me hum,
Bichhad jayenge ye socha nahi tha.....

Lonely

Chaahe kitni bhi mushibat aaye,
Dar se mera dil zor se ghabraaye,
Kuchh bhi ho dikkat mere sath..
Andar se bs ek hi awaaz aaye...

Chai chai chai chai.....

3am Thoughts

Opinions on abortion? NO DISRESPECT OR RUDENESS. Just share your thoughts????? 

Abortion

Ok, so today, I wrote a note to my brother's 'fRiEnD' and said stuff like," Hey he wants you to leave him alone." And," Hey, stop bothering him, he doesn't like it." This b!tch found the word kill yourself in my letter, like, da fuq. That's so messed up. I cut today because I got insecure, my mom found out, and when I walked home I was in tears, I texted my mom telling her to get the razor off from on top of my mirror. I wanted the razor gone before I got home so I could not harm myself more than I already did. So, I'm in my room crying right now. I really messed up, cuz the 'fRiEnD' started spreading the news about me telling him to kill himself. It is annoying.  I have to deal with this as well as I have a Spanish quiz tomorrow.

Self Harm

Has any of you ever had a crush on one of your online friends? How did you end up falling for someone without physical interactions? 

Crush

Remember no man is failure who has friends!!

Friends

I'm brought to life with no choice of my own. Everything should be according to their decisions, what I eat, what I wear and even how I live my life if I disobey and disagree, punishments are awaiting along with the painful words about how stupid and disappointment I am.

Family

I have been quite upset, I am a teenager, 19 years old. I recently started college and I mean all my friends have this thriving social life, relationships, virtual dates, and I literally don't, I mean, these past few days I have been avoiding talking to them because they talk about how happening their lives are so happening. Plus what even am I going to say to them? That don't tell me how happening your lives are and mine isn't. And I mean, I have always been a hopeless romantic kind of a person, a person who believes in love even after failing horribly, and day by day that hope, that faith, it keeps reducing gradually. I mean, I am 19, as I said, and I have never been in a relationship and the worse part is that I am a guy who has always been super respectful to women, and I know that is the bare minimum but then I see girls chasing around those assholes who are nothing but disrespectful and it's pointless. Does kindness mean nothing in this world anymore???? 
To a third person reading this, it might seem like a 19 year old's rant because he hasn't had any action in life. But it is so much more than that, it's the fact that I see no hopes or no possible scenario in the future where I see someone falling in love with me and that's just it. It makes me give up on life, to the point where I find myself in my bathroom sitting and crying or sitting and staring at the ceiling. Sometimes I feel like deleting all my social media, instagram, Facebook, Twitter, WhatsApp, throw away my sim, burn my phone and all my documents and just go off the grid. No one cares anyway if something were to happen to me, lmaoo. 

Teenagers

For the longest time, it feels like i have been trying to make sense of life but now i see there is no sense to be made, only life to be lived. There is no set purpose to fulfill, there are no checklists to complete, just an ephemeral moment to breathe, to love, to be kind, to feel. Life is in all the simple, little things that we so often overlook. Uncomplicate your heart. Be here, be present, embrace your own journey. There is so much beauty and wonder to be found right where you are.

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