Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

If i talk about my realtionship…

Agar dil tumara bhi rota hai
to aakhe meri bhi num hai,
Agar gam tume chupana aata hai
to us gam ko pechanna hume bhi aata hai,
Magar kash ye sari bate sach hoti
to na dil tumara rota
na aakhe humare num hot
na gum tume chupana padta
na hume us gam ko pechanna padta…

The response

Dukh jeevan ka hissa hai
Tumhari wajah se gam meri zindagi ka kissa hai
lekin toote dil ne bhi bohot kuch sikhaya hai
In nam aakho ne bhi bohot kuch dikhaya hai
Aisa lagta tha ki tumhare bina jeena namumkin hoga
Lekin asliyat mein mai kitni bahadur hu ye tumse alag hoke samaj aaya hai

oh shit! this is sooooo gooooddddd!!!

tum sath deti to kya hi bat thi,
tum sath deti to na ye dukhh is jeevan ka hissa hota,
tum sath deti to na ye dil toote hote,
tum sath deti to na ye aakhe nam hoti,
tum sath deti to ye bahaduri me bhi sikha deta tume
tum sath deti to sari khushiya la deta tume,
Magar…
magr ab tum sath nhi,
to koi bat nhi,
seekha humne bhi bhaut kuch hai,
dekha hume bhi bhaut kuch hai,
magar sab tume bta de,
tumari itni aukat nhi…

Thanks. Urs is really good too. Great inspiration… But wait out of context what is the story here😂. Is it like I left u. But then why am I sad. Ok this next one will take some time cuz I gotta think of a fitting response 😂

Agar mere haath mein hota toh mai zindagi bhar tumhara saath deti
lekin jaana pada mujhe tumse door
Hamare har roz ke jhagdo ne mujhe tod diya tha
Hamara rishta bohot badal gaya tha
Jaana pada mujhe kyuki mai tumse bohot pyaar karti thi
Jaana pada mujhe kyuki tumhe bhi dukh ho raha tha aur ye meri galti thi
Jaana pada mujhe kyuki uss toote hue rishto ke tukde mujhse sambhale nahi gaye
Tum jaante ho mai sirf apne liye nahi par hamare liye gayi
Dukh hua lekin iss baat ki khushi thi ki mai tumhe wapas kabhi dukhi nahi kar paungi…

Ok this one was probably not that good but I tried…

Yes she left me 🥺🥺🥺

i am gonna cry…
Sorry continue karne ki himmat nhi ho rhi meri…
I am just relating too much…
Aaisa lag rha ye usi ne likha hai
YOU MADE ME CRY…
Control nhi hua
She said exactly the same things…
Is that you ??? Sach bta de yr…

Hath me to tha tumare,
magar tumne na sath rehna chuna,
jhagde kis riste me nhi hote,
bina jhagde k pyar nhi hota,

magar tum kha ye samaj payi,
na tum ye samaj payi,
tumare bina me kitna aadhura hu
na tum ye samaj payi,
tumare bina jeena kitna muskil hai

Dukh to muje bhi bhaut hua tumare jane ka,
magar khush hu, ki tum khush ho…
khush hu ki, ki tume tumara chane vala mil gya hai…
khush hu ki, tum aage badh gyi ho…
khush hu ki, muje bhool gyi ho…
khush hu ki, me abhi bhi whi khada hu…
khush hu ki, me aage nhi bhada hu…

Kabhi yad aaye to be jijhak yad kar lena
kabhi yad aaye to be jijhak call kar lena
kabhi yad aaye to be jijhak msg kar dena
Magar muje pta hai…
Kher jane do…

Ab me bhi aage badh rha hu…

I really don’t know mene kya likha hai uppar.

Are nhi that’s ok.
And that’s fine, if you are named or un-named.
You are just great.

If you feel so. Go for it.

Sure, its all ok.
Just go for it. 🖤

Tumse door jaana icha nahi zarurat ban gayi thi
Tumhare aur mere bhalai ki wajah ban gayi thi
Haa jhagde har rishte mein hote hai
Lekin sirf jhagdo pe kaunsa rishta chal saka hai
Mera tumhari zindagi pe kya asar hua hai mai jaanti hu
Mere jaane ka ka tumhare upar kya parinaam hua hai ye penchanti hu
Tumhe lagta hai ki mai tumhe blool gayi hu
Kitne galat ho tum
Aage nahi badhi hu mai
Abhi bhi tumhare bagal mein hi khadi hu mai
Lekin tumhara sath nahi de paungi
Roj yaad aati hai aur aati rahegi tumhari
Par sukoon bhi hai ki tum aage badh rahe ho.
Ummeed hai ki ek din hamare raaste waapas mile
Aur tab tum mujhe batana ki kaise mere bina tum pehle se kitne zyada khush ho

🖤
I will stop this right here.
🖤

Okay sure no problem. You said in one of ur previous msgs that ur finally moving on and I just wanna tell u that I’m actually happy for u. It was nice talking to u. I hope isse thoda sa toh closure mila tujhe. All the best ❤️

I am really sorted about this.
I dont want a temp relationship. I want someone jo humasha sath de. I told her this even before starting anything. Ki if you can stay till the end tab to start krna kuch bhi otherwise mana dena I won’t say a word.
Tab to she said ok.
But jab bat sach me sath dene ki aayi she backed off.
Mene apne ghar pe bhi bta diya tha us k bare me and she left me like that.

But its ok. If she is happy. Let her be.
I can handle my life alone. Like before.
Phale bhi akala hi tha ab bhi akala hu.
Its just i am no more interested in love, i lost a lot of things just because i wanted her.

Anyways.
If feels really great connecting with you all the time.

Arre don’t give up. Tu dekh things will get better. And waise bhi she didn’t deserve u. She’s not worth it.

Arey nhi.
She deserved someone who didn’t wants a commitment.
Us ki kya galti.

It was me who wanted a commitment and something pure.

To vo bhi theek hai or me bhi.
🖤🖤

Thanks 😀❤️

:)