tera tohfa hoon main ya saza hoon? 
Just crooning vayu's tohfa. 

Tu mujhse mile
Hass ke mile hass ke vida
Iske siwa hum koyi khwab
Dhoondhein to kya



Kal kya ho kisko pata
Yoon baithe sochein bewajah kyun
Hona hain jaisa bhi
Hoga to waisa hi
Phir bhi kabhi sochta hoon main ki

Music

How to move on from one's past?

Memories

Khel to wo khel kar gyi thi ipl to yu hi badnaam h

Depression

Evaru lera ikada.. andaru silent ga unnaru

Adulting

 i need someone who can understand.

Addiction

Sometimes it feels so depressed that I just wanna cry till I find a reason to smile......
And that feeling sucks a lot

So this is about my sister. She is studying  class 10 now . There is a girl in her class I thought these two girls were best friends, but they are doing something which involves sex . I don't know what to do with that girl sharing private pics with my sis . I thought to ask her directly and I did. So when I asked my sis to tell me  abt that chatting  she told me so many lies , I knew they were lies but i didn't do anything . After that she somewhat stopped doing like that with her. But now they are going to the same college I don't know what they will do. That girl said to my sister , that's not only her house it's ur house also,avoid her like that and she said ok.
Me and my sis were like best friends We shared a lot we talked to many things but when coming to this girl she is doing all the things wrong . I don't know what to do. 

Anger Issues

I am tired of my mother, i wanna move out of my house not because i wanna be independent but because i don't wanna stay with my mum any more. when ever i do something wrong means even the slightest mistake she is like whose head should i break yours or mine, aapna he phod leti hu kam sae kam marungi toh shanti mil jayegi tum logo ko. i remember as a kid when i was in 1st i guess, we had to grow a plant and then talk about it and i by mistake said the name wrong but then i corrected and i came back home told her what happened and she was like don't lie ik you said the name wrong just tell me honestly or else god will get anrgy with you and kill me, she has always wanted me to be like her when she is scolding me, i might have a straight face but internally i am scared, because i don't know what she might throw at me or how hard she my slap me. i was 4 years old and wasn't brusing my teeth so she locked me in the bathroom and the bathroom was like small and i got so scared i cried for a really long time, the door got stuck and my dad had to break it and now i am scared of small places they suffocate me. i am scared to tell her anything, i don't know on what thing she might get offended, she scares me. everyday i pray to god that i get into a good medical college, so that i can be independent till some extent.  recently when i told her i have anxiety she called my friend to confirm it!!

Family

I feel so sad and alone 😥 another year is almost gone and I feel there's no one I can emotionally connect to 

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