Tangled situations which looked unsolvable seems to be untangling slowly. Scared to feel happy as it's not the end and might go wrong in between. 

Hoping for the best.

Hope

I can't tell you what it really is. I can only tell you what it feels like.And right now, there's a steel knife in my windpipe.I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight.As long as the wrong feels right, it's like I'm in flight . High off of love, drunk from his hate.It's like I'm huffing paint and I love him , the more I suffer. I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown. He resuscitates me, he fucking hates me
And I love it…🎶🎼

3am Thoughts

Heya peeps!
This is my story , so basically i am in class 11th and i got my first love during my 10th pre baords somewhere in March and I instantly fell for that guy who was two years older than me. So basically i started talking to that guy and we ended up being in a relationship. Our days were going really good it was a long distance relationship though but then too it was going very well. After 5 months of relationship that guy just blocked me and when I tried to contact him he said "Sab khatam sorry"  Now i wanna ask you guys is it that easy to move on?????

Breakup

I don't know how to live without him. I have become used to it. We never stopped talking to each other for so long. Today is the first time that 2 days have passed and neither he nor I spoke. But somewhere the heart is afraid. What will I do if he does not contact me. Will I have to live without him?We have been together for so many years, today for the first time it seems that everything is over. I want to be with him, but I want him to confront me first.Don't know how many more days I will have to stay like this.

Memories

Is it right to message the crush by my end and by any means keep the conversation long even it has seen that she is not interested.? And also I am hesitating to invite her for date. How should I tell her 

Dreams

like i have age of marriage, my parents made my account on jeevansathi and shadi. com for finding groom, my mom once get someone phone no. 

mene usse lagbhg one week bat ki, I just found out he is the man I ever desire in my life 
is bat ko 5-6 months hogye hmari bat ko
but suddenly after a week of talk he starts ignore and do not respond back so I stop calling or texting him as I don't want to force someone in relation
but even after 5-6 months I am not able to move on from his thoughts 
I miss him everyday, even when I dont know him much 
I never met him in real life just a talk on call 
or uske bad se muje na koi or pasand aa raha, or na he kisi or ldke ko jan ne ka man krta

shyd vo mere liye acha bhi na ho, but I still keep him in my wishes
muje toh ye bhi nae pta how he actually looks I just see the pictures he sends earlier, 
shyd uska kahi or rishta bhi ho gya ho, I even delete his number pictures but still not able to move on, I never felt such strong feelings for anyone.


Marriage

I feel so dissapointed with my family members and friends. I started a youtube channel and hoping that they would support me, but, no! They're not. I ask my mom to share the link but she said that she is ashame of it. She told me that she would only do that if I already become famous. My brother is also like that, even worse, he ask me to pay if I want him to share the link. But, what about his debt on me? Did I ever force him to pay? No, never! But, I only ask him to share the link! About my friends, some of them would never believe that I'm going to be successfull. I HATE THIS!

Self Esteem

like a piece of shi

Mental Wellbeing

"Why do people have to be this lonley? What's the point of it all?"

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