Take a look around ya here right now you remember this time
Cause you only got the moment, so own it while you're alive
Taking it all in one blink at a time
Just let it be and you will see everything will align
 
                ~Breathe by Kenzie

absoutly you are right. i m glad i read this.. :)

Happy

Anyone watching curtain call kdrama???

3am Thoughts

I just want Shahrukh khan from Dear Zindagi who can just suggest me things and sort all the problems of my life Atleast lead me to the right way. Therapy sessions are unaffordable 😳

Depression

I don't know if i should express this but I'm tired of being mock like if i study higher, I'll end up being someone who knows nothing and can't do nothing even the simplest things. Some time i just wondered if they get jealous of me or etc i dont know.. yes my siblings said this to me..

And they also will say something hassle everytime i try on something new like fashion etc.. i truly have no idea if I'm the one who's bad or they trying to manipulate me..

 it hurts me everytime i thought about it. currently I'm studying for ACCA and my sister took degree and his boyfriend til secondary school . 

Adulting

Maybe children of highly dysfunctional parents can relate

Maybe some can understand
. I just entered my parents' home and there is a bad bad disgusting feeling at parents' n dad's sight, sound. Hating them. The family
. The parents who are someone' safe space.. The meaning of family..For me it so opp. 

My brother is being super dysfunctional.. My mom is making faces at. My dad and dadi are being so hypocritical ..he didn't have someone's no. Saved but called him and told his no. Was saved..i feel so so alienated and disgusting..being so different. 

Me feeling triggered but mom instead of showing emotional maturity n awareness is making faces.. Am I being weak? Thin skinned? NO!It is reminding me of how dysfunctional my parents, dadi n brother are. I want to just go away from them.. Forever. Hating it. They are just dysfunctional hypocrite s.. My dadi
Mom. Dad. Brother. So different from my cousins and friends. And normal people

Anger Issues

Why do people judge by their face or looks!!!
Recently there was a girl she really was interested in talk after hearing my voice but
Im 5'9 haven't got hair cut in a while and she asked me photo of my face and sent it
After that she seems to be less interested...
Did she find me ugly?

life without girls is so peaceful :)

Abortion

Laal joda pehne aana
Haath mehndi Wale lana
Rachayenge hum milke....
Saath kangan leke ana
Woh Bandhan leke ana 
Nibhayenge sang milke...


Hearing this 
Me single hopeless Romantic lesbian dreaming abt my dream wedding where my " still haven't found " Gf wearing red lehenga and this playing as her entry song ohhh my poor heart ❤️❤️❤️❤️









Dreams

Some words sharper then a blade
Piercing to the very edge of me
I'm on the edge too
On the edge of bleeding where I die

What am I doing
Where did I go wrong
When will I be happy
Where is the smile I own

I'm in between of this
Me and my dreams
Long for them
 lost myself instead

Where should I seek life
Is it somewhere In my tears
Or is it hidden
In the fake smile my self wears

So here we go
With two empty hands and eyes
Filling it with more voids
And let my breathe become a sigh



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