Take a look around ya here right now you remember this time
Cause you only got the moment, so own it while you're alive
Taking it all in one blink at a time
Just let it be and you will see everything will align
 
                ~Breathe by Kenzie

absoutly you are right. i m glad i read this.. :)

Happy

Depressed scared

Depression

Days feel meaningless as it passes. Life is monotonous. Wake up, go to work, eat, sleep, repeat.

I used to have a lot of friends. (I say used not because they're not friends of mine, they're all abroad) most of the days I hang out with no one but myself. I smoke. I listen to songs, I write poetry.

All I do is just fill up this void. But nothing helps. It's come to a point where you know it all makes sense of what the present is but also at the same time you tend to ask, "What the fuck is this life?"

Anybody feel me?



3am Thoughts

I am at my first job, almost 2 months. This job is everything I imagined when I was unemployed. But now I lose my confidence easily, feel useless cuz some things don’t work, people judge me and I can’t stop feeling guilty.

Sorry if you reading this.

Cancer

Is it only me or you also compare ur problems with every one????

Two things that are turning me off from marrying my fiancé:
1) I have almost zero friends and few family members to attend my wedding ceremony 
2) not living with my family anymore 

Every time I go to my dads house I stress and overthink everything, when I eventually get there I am happy because I get to see my brother and sister but I always just end up feeling depressed whilst there, I hate seeing my dad and my step mum, but I have too. I spend the whole weekend thinking about how I want to be at home. It just feels like a waste of time. My dad missed my birthday and he says he felt sick but he lies a lot and I think that he just didn’t want to see me (which adds up based on what he has done before), if he can just skip seeing his daughter why do I have to see him each week and feel like crap?
Everything feels like so much effort, like, is all of this even really worth it?

Who loves ,Listening to podcast, reading a book, listening to an audiobook and watching films isn't waste of time. It's how somebody becomes wise!  

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