Take a break. Take some deep breaths. Watch the sunset. Touch some grass . Help someone in need. Make yourself proud. Get a life. 
Your hastags and story mentions can wait.

Only thing I do is watch the sunset ❤️😌

Touch some grass made me think if this is a joke 😂😅

Life

Feeling shitty. Please give any genuine advise.
 I got one friend online. Even tho I am in depression, not so well still he kept putting efforts idk why, shows he is caring and all. Tho I don't feel he is really Caring or just lying. Ig coz He just finds me cute? But yesterday he asked he wants to see me and asked for my pic and also said he have asked me before too, even I told he never did. And knows I am not going to give him my pic. 
I genuinely cared for this friend. Coz I only had him. And He have a lot as I think, especially girls uk. Tho I can't show but why he did so to me yesterday. I am really upset coz of this behaviour. Feeling hurt.

Friends

Anybody from Bangalore

**just a poem**
When the sun shines peacefully,
you will be seeking for me
yes thats when you are thinking about me..

when your thoughts
describe my words
when your eyes
realises my worth..

When ocean demands rain 
When your smile remembers me in pain
Oh, thats when your mind strikes my name...

The love that turns into disdain
You call these feelings as insane..
Maybe that's when your soul calls my name...
- Queenn 👑

Poetry

**Joke of the Day - 6/2/21**

Reaching the end of a job interview, the Human Resources Officer asks a young engineer fresh out of a University, "And what starting salary are you looking for?" The engineer replies, "In the region of $125,000 a year, depending on the benefits package." The interviewer inquires, "Well, what would you say to a package of five weeks vacation, 14 paid holidays, full medical and dental, company matching retirement fund to 50% of salary, and a company car leased every two years, say, a red Corvette?" The engineer sits up straight and says, "Wow! Are you kidding?" The interviewer replies, "Yeah, but you started it."

Get it? Hope this makes your day 😄

I sometimes feel like the emptiness that i feel in life, its because the absence of a partner to share stuff with. I don't know if that is what it is, it's just..empty. I don't feel like doing shit and I feel like in the next 10 years, i'll be roaming around trying to make a living, cause what better can happen to me.

I dated a guy 3 years ago, he did no good and always tried to force himself upon me, i was so alone and so misguided, i let that happen. It was a long time after that i realized that shit i was wrong, I broke up and since then can never get away of the feeling of regret that hovers over me saying - how  could i have been so stupid to let such shit happen?

Lonely

Good

Crush

ayesha

Depression


09/01/2024

It's 11 AM in the morning
Entered the register number. 
Then, SRO number. 
Solved captcha, press enter.

A page opened: Institute of Chartered Accountants of India , CA Intermediate Group 1 results.

In 0.2 microseconds, I shifted my eyes to the bottom of that page. Saw four letters there, "P A S S" ✅

I couldn't believe it. 10-20 seconds, completely stuck. Then I checked the marks. All pass with an exemption for Corporate & Other Laws.

1-2 minutes, I couldn't move. Just stuck there, looking at the results again and again. Tears came out from my eyes. Again, I closed that page, entered all details to check results. Yes, it was mine. Slapped myself 2-3 times to check whether it is a dream or real.

When I shared this, my parents' faces, uhh... Tears and goosebumps. This moment is priceless. Dopamine level peaked here.

This is called God's hand. I never thought I could pass this time. In the previous attempt, I had hope, but this time, as my taxation exam didn't go well, I confirmed my failure. Then I took classes for the next attempt and bought study materials from PW. Even completed 1-2 chapters.

I just needed to check how much I scored and to know whether I have an exemption in Law. Because, I didn't have even 1% hope of passing. Honestly, while the whole world studied 12-14 hours like hell, I couldn't even study for an hour.

Those dark, deep depression days, the tears fell into my textbooks and pillow, writing exams with a lost mind—everything paid off.

Even though I wrote here 2 days back about my results, I was that sure I would not clear.

But, this is pure God's hand. All those struggles, I thought God is not seeing anything. But silently, He rewarded.

CA inter Group 1 clear with an exemption. This pass is like a rank for me because it came from zero expectations. 

Total pass percentage in the group in India: 16.78%

Can't believe I'm in that 16%.


Thank God, huge thanks to my parents who believe in me, thanks to each and every faculty, thanks to people whom I met here and who supported me ☺️

A Dream Start to 2024 🥰

Miles to go before I sleep ❤️

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