Survivor of a narcissistic relationship Trying to recover from depression and anxiety...

I trust people very easily so I paid the price, VERY HEAVILY.

It's almost 2.5 years but still angry on myself that after so many Red flags sent to me by God, I ignored all.

Anxiety

good night yall

3am Thoughts


Not happy with the current job but can't quit cause of some reasons. Mentally exhausted everyday with hope that tomorrow might be better.
Not able to take some time out for myself. Everything seems a mess.

Frustration

How to comfort short tempered people.. who are close to us ?

Anger Issues

Y people are so much negative nowadays? It's really sad 

I just wanna give up. I’m so exhausted of this. I can’t do it. I really wanna relapse 

Which is Your Best Choice?

Compassion

Feeling so low. Sometimes want to end my life. I’m sick of everything. Don’t have anyone to share my feelings with. Whoever I have tried to talk to today said I’m selfish and self centred. 

Depression

What is this, this feeling that creeps in everytime she's online but doesn't respond, when you engage in a text conversation but you can see that she isn't interested, when you notice that she's been mentioning people taking notice of her or admiring her or having a crush on her. We don't get to converse much with our common hours ranging from 8 to 10, like that has always been 'our' time since the start of the relationship, but lately she hasn't been present, she hasn't been there and it's not because of her having some work or issues which I would totally get. It's like we're texting and having a conversation and she wanders in and out of the conversation as if tending to something else as well. And to add to all of this she recently mentioned to me she had told someone that she's single and she feels guilty about it leading me to wonder whether she expects me to feel angry or something or shes just guilty. All in all I just wanna know whether I'm just turning this into a big deal or maybe I'm correct. I just need advice

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