Surprised my bf with a demon slayer sword keychain and omg he is soo happy like a child gets happy when he gets his dream toys🥰🥰😍

Have patience babe...its all worth it😌

Awww ...anyone would melt for it ....🥺💙💙

Boyfriend

Can we talk

Acquaintance

My body feels really uncomfortable. Like my chest is being suffocated

LGBTQ

What does a boy do when they are chasing the girl they like?

Anxiety

Sun sets night falls
I close my eyes to get some rest
I fell into darkness 
Pain creeping in my heart 
My body shivers
Tears roll  out for no reason
Feeling so small in front of darkness
Wanting to run away
to find shadows of myself I Suppressed
holding me down 
Screams of heart piercing through my ears
how worn out eyelids asked 
for so much of darkness
Desire to wake up 
But dizzy body because of tiredness
Can't even slide the blanket that's under my body
Chilling body suddenly felt warmth of your embrace
Your kiss landed on my forehead 
Like a magical spell 
Your memories flooding in
Making me lost into beautiful dreams 
Till you wake me up in morning
with tea in your hands
Wonder is this how fairytales work... 

Poetry

Well i should feel ecstatic as i got my first job 2 days back but instead only one thing is gng in my head and that is I don't want to live this life at all. I can't accept the way people are now of my generation, like I can't find any humanity, i just find competition all around to prove to everyone that they are the greatest and can change the world or all are busy grooming themselves but no one cares to go that extra mile for a stranger to help them out. I am stuck in a fast moving generation with a mindset of a 1900s kid. I have so much childishness inside me and i really don't want to lose it just to become another heartless and shrewd person.  

You might think I am feeling very depressed but i just don't want to live this life anymore because I don't want to see my future itself. I am having everything right now, a job, a perfect partner, a great loving family but only  I know what are the hard truths behind all these great things. A great family who loves me but none of them are happy with each other, a great partner who loves me a lot but only I know that I can't share all my feelings with him as i might just make him upset plus I don't want to marry him because after looking at my parents, I just hate marriage.

 I don't know how people even figure out to live their lives in this world happily and i am not able to. If i needed a hug and warmth i was used for satisfying their desires. I don't understand whom to open up about all my stuff without being judged.

 Yes, i just need some hug and someone to hold my hand and just stay there that's all. I know i can figure out all the solutions but i have to always leave everyone at the end because my life changes every year. A new place , a struggle to again make my own presence count and i am tired of doing it over and over again. I want to just stay at a place for once. Is it too much to ask for?

Adulting

I have been in a live-in relationship with a guy for over a year now. We are family friends and can never get married. I love him more than I have loved anyone in my life and always kept him above all. He says he loves me too and sometimes I feel it and sometimes I don't. His family is looking for his companion. I hear everything, see everything and I can't even do anything or share this with anyone. I feel that I am his last priority and I am forced to understand every situation. In the process, he forgets that I am a human too. Its not that he does not understand my situation, but we argue all the time. My insecurities are taking the best of me. I mean how do you share someone you love? How long can you pretend in front of everyone? I don't know what to do or what to say. Today, we had an argument and we ended things. We live in the same house. I am having suicidal thoughts everyday and I am fighting them all the time. I don't know why I am writing it here, I don't even want anybody's sympathy. Just feel like maybe someone is listening. All I ever wanted was his time because I knew that we had a limited time and didn't wanna waste a second. Was it too much to ask for? Its so fucking hard to keep everything to myself. I don't feel like doing anything, I feel numb all the time. I have PCOD and I have been having my periods for 20 days now. I went to a doctor and did everything I could. I am literally in an agony. 

Relationships

Can i dm you, if you are single🌚

depress
depressed ,lost i left my both parents in  corona ,dont know how to handle things really wanna die just crying n crying

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