Sucks when you don't have someone to talk to about your feelings and the lil highlights about your day in the end. 

Yup specially when you're surrounded by people yet you're alone and none to talk to 

Maybe people around u don't wanna know about u

Sucks maybe let's connect and be that person for each other? 

Lonely

I fucking hate it when other trans people think it's okay to just randomly ask me (a trans guy) shit about being trans or if I'm trans. Like that's none of your fucking business. Just because you are trans doesn't mean you can ask me such personal questions bc ''you are the same''. I don't even want you to know I'm trans. That shit makes me feel so uncomfortable around you.

Frustration

Hello baby 

School

Why do people consider quite people du*b people, just because we don't like to talk much doesn't mean we're good for nothing, in fact quite people are far more better than blah blah ones, we observe, we listen, we understand, we learn, we are talented as well , come on.

3am Thoughts

I want to share these things if someone could help me out to handle this. I have severe OCD, even though I have been diagnosed for the past three years. Still 1 am not seeing any improvement. But whenever the doctor asks me how I am feeling, by that time i feel i am fine. Do it After returning home, especially when i am alone or no one sees me, i behave like mad.
These are my symptoms I am facing i am always scared Or god or any devotional thing (either it is pic, or Songi hear, any temple near my place). i feel like my sitting or lying position Is directed towards any temple or god pictures..etc..so 1 Can't sit or lay down properly for more than second... slaps me and then Sit again.. Won't be satisfied. again gets up and slaps me and sits..again repeat the same thing too many times till i feel like crying. whenever i read a Book or watching tv or sitting idle or doing some office work, all of a sudden i get the god/ goddess pictures flashes in my mind. and immediately i imagine them nude and their private parts or having sex each other, even sometimes with me too.- so i feel guilty and stand on my reet and slaps myself and asking for forgiveness and crying and begging excuse of my sinful thoughts - and i don't be satisfied by doing this once or twice. I do it repeatedly till i get tired and always get thoughts of spitting on the god pics, always want to kick them with my feet - immediately i realized it and again asking for excUse repeatedly. I Heard in my childhood that 'Sani Dev' is the powerful god and punish us for any sinful acts. I always remembers the name sani' prompting that Sani, Sani, .if i want to do anything, i immediately get a thought of 'if i st like this, Sani will attack, if i do like that Sani will come...if i drink water, Sani, It i don't read this, Sani and i keep changing my positions, directions, repeatedly.. and i wanted to wash my legs properly and if i don't wash properly, 'Sani' will attack...soi repeatedly wash legs again and again and make sure no gapS.. if a single drop of water fall on my leg or even if i feel wet on any of my leg, i have to wash my legs fully, otherwise Sani.. repeatedly...repeatedly.. It became how severe it is, all my thoughts of God got replaced by Sani.. Yes... I am getting thoughts of spitting on Sani, Abusing Sani with bad words, having sexual thoughts with sani... feel like if i get some thoughts of any other god like this, somehow could ask for forgiveness and relief. But getting
 these thoughts on Sani Dev are like hell to me... I really don't know how to pray how much I should beg for my abnormal thoughts. And thinking about over cleaning repeatedly washing hands .especially when Iam in periods, I literally change my dress at least 5 to 6 times in a day and even though if i wash my hands face properly, still i get the doubts like if there is any stain earlie..and i shouldn't touch there, my clothes shouldn't Touch there, so immediately remove that dress and 1 shouldn't be touched by myself by those clothes, so i wash repeatedly again and again.. I can't stop washing Tany water arops spll over irom the wash basin,, AlsO I repeatedly clean the things lIke chair,sofa..etc. thinking that my period stains touch that place, if i place my mobile or any object by mistake at that place, i do wash them TOo repeatedly.. even clean the things though they are not touching directly also..Ike It should be cleaned or any other object which is in contact of any other object that again which is in contact of that used clothes or anything like a chain (though there are no stains at all. am really tired of doing all these things on the whole day, i am unable to sleep properly, feeling to commit suicide, whenever i see high buildings, places...i desperately wanted to jump over it.. am still taking the medicines for this, still i am not happy With the treatment. am really fed up of taking pills from so long time and want to stop.. .hats why i am cheating myself and telling that i am Tine to the doctor and to my husband (he literally frustrated with me, he is getting angry if i tell him that still i have problem or it i am not fine)..
I always want to punish myself for my thoughts, Scared of each and every moment in my life, scared of the next minute of my life thinking something bad may happen...it is disturbing my work life, personal and family life.. Please help... please help..

Mental Illness

I’m struggling with panic attacks and social anxiety. I’ve had talks with the therapist too, but it didn’t work for me. Since the past 2 days, i’ve started meditating. But because I have ADHD, it’s hard for me to concentrate. Can anyone recommend me some ideas.

ADHD

I'm 25 and unemployed *I'm searching for a job* and i feel like a failure 

Anyone here who had dealt with anxiety in one on one conversations.And hw r u coping up with it instead of avoiding the conversation

Mental Wellbeing

Hi, I was raised in a religious household that views lgbtq+ as “wrong” As a result I am now married to a man but 💯 sure I’m a lesbian. I don’t know what to do. I’m young and I don’t want to be unhappy my whole life but I don’t want my family to look down on me. 

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