sucks to have all the thoughts in mind and pretend to happy around people….
Sucks that time doesn’t heal but only helps you pretend even better than yesterday….
Precarious life ….

why pretend to be happy, when you dont want to? show it, show ur emotions, tell them you are hurt. im sure there might be someone to help you out 

3am Thoughts

Hello! If you need to rant or talk about your problems, I'm here to listen! Don't hesitate to talk to me.  >:)

What are your plans for the summer? 

Therapy can only help you if you're willing to introspect and self reflect. If you don't take the steps for yourself then therapy is good for nothing. 

It's you who has to make a change in your life. A therapist can support you but ultimately it's you who has to fight their own battles.

Mental Health

All the praise seems so fake. It seems meaningless when I am unable to take the responsibilities. Why should it all fall on me? 
I want my own praise. Meaning , I want to be proud of myself and not be dependent on others’ praises, because those change like the wind 

That one day I posted here about marrying a bald person there was only one positive reply, even someone said sonething like bald is only better if someone has cancer. I remember it. And yeah I am choosing that person but I really now know how unacceptable people are towards uncertainties, and that I know people will mock me for my decision and will talk back. Idc now. OUT OF ALL THE NEGATIVE COMMENTS I WENT FOR THE POSITIVE ONE. We are more than our outer appearance. ❣
I said Yes. 

Body Positivity

Total i spoke to one of my friends after long time (kp) feeling better 

Happy

I love myself... I feel confident in my body... But I want her to love me too. I want her to love me just as much as I do. But she doesn't.

One Sided Love

Don’t you ever remember people you used to know (childhood friends, someone you met randomly years ago etc) and wonder where they are now? People who suddenly disappeared without leaving any traces as if they had banished, I sometimes worry about them. I wonder if they made it to where they wanted to, I wonder if they’re okay now. Idk sometimes these thoughts keep me up at night, it sounds stupid to worry about a kid who i met at a summer camp when i was 8 years old and whom i only share memories i can barely remember, now all i know is their name and maybe not even that, isn’t it crazy just how fast things change? Even tho i live in a small town where everyone knows each other i’ve managed to lose track of many people and even with the technology that exists today where everyone’s in social media i still haven’t managed to find them again. 
Just some thoughts i was having today .. 

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