Motivation

Mine fav song.....
My Heart will go on!
Tell urs?

Gratitude

Hi. I loved a boy tow years ago and at that time he didnt make a rraction to me.
But two months ago he came back and said that he was willing to be my boy friend. But Know because of corona we cant travel to eachothers town. We chat everyday but I want him in my arms. I miss him soooo much and everytime im imaging him beside me Physically. A lon distance relationship wich could be an awsome relation without the corona virus.I missed him, my University and my friends tooo much. 

Long Distance Relationship

I made my to be fiancee physically uncomfortable, it happened months ago, my intention were not sexual but the physical action in itself was wrong. It took me quite a long time, longer than the relationship to come back to normal life, but I have developed a fear of intimacy, I used to think I am not a man who would make anyone uncomfortable with any of his actions, but reality tells me other wise. I have apologized to her and she has moved on. I too have moved on, but still their is a lingering feeling in the back of my mind that I am a molester, how do I get above this feeling of guilt?

Misunderstanding

Anyone knows how to complete grade 12 PCMB syllabus in just 4 days for pre boards?

Exam

Magar bhatke to yaad aaya,
Bhatakna bhi zaroori tha.
Mohabbat bhi zaroori thi,
Bichadna bhi zaroori tha.

3am Thoughts

Before I was doing nothing but now that I’m doing some thing, it doesn’t feel like it’s enough

Adulting

"I want a cute and naïve girl to be my wife who would be able to experience many things because of me". This is what i said when we were in a group and one girl said she wants a good looking, rich and caring guy to be with her. The group consisted of mainly females and boy do i regret saying this statement there. They went on a full on rant saying things like "oh so you can take advantage of her?" "You yourself are not naïve but want a naïve partner?" "So that she becomes dependant on you and you'll be able to do as you plz?"

They said many things but i guess this much is enough. So apparently they can have a type but i can't.  So am i the A-hole in this story? If yes then why?

Confusion

I've been in a weird state for quite some time now where I seek companionship but every time I feel attracted towards someone they end up already being in a relationship. I always follow a rule where I never pursue someone when that happens.

And usually, I am quite occupied the entire day almost every day as I am the type of person who is interested in 100 things at the same time (reading, meditation, exercise, tech, startups, lifelong learning etc.). Hence, I end up getting attracted towards women with a similar lifestyle and I don't feel the void on many days.

However, there are many nights where I feel that I'd prefer not being alone, some stories that I'd want to reserve sharing with only someone special, some festivals that I'd like to celebrate with someone by my side, some songs I'd like to share and I'd like that someone to be the same person for a really long time. 

But I don't really find dating apps useful and I don't feel comfortable sliding into the DMs of women I don't know on social media. The whole process of starting with small talk and hopefully eventually reaching a point where we can start having meaningful conversations feels quite exhausting.

Am I completely doomed?

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