Stuck bw this whole leaving my city and moving out for college in a very far place

Adulting

Sometimes I feel why am I so strong and tough Whenever I get a fever it goes away in a day or two. but for my sister it stays for days then to mom will scold me not my sister (for your information I am talking about my elder sister) In every other house the elder sister gets scold the most in my house its vice versa 
I wish I could be as weak and sensitive as my sister or I had powers to keep mom on my side😞😞😞

Family

Oru poovinte peril nee izha neytha raagam...🎶

Music

I feel like my boyfriend is ignoring me. He's working night shifts n we almost don't talk at all.. I miss him all the time but it doesn't feel mutual. It seems like he doesn't miss/wants to talk to/meet me. I'm mess. Guys out there, please help me out.. is he really not interested in me anymore??

Love

If you are here to talk to new people about career or any kind of problem you can reply on this post and I’ll text you because I’m here for the same reason.

Mental Health

Today I had a good day. I didn’t think of the past or anything bad. Just had a peaceful and happy impact in myself. I just felt peace w myself. Which I haven’t been feeling like for months. It feels good to be feeling like this again after a rough path. Now all I wish is that this feeling stays forever and I also wish to put more achievements in my days, for an example to study more, meditation and most importantly exercise more. I want to lose so much weight and I do struggle everyday but I know one day I will achieve my goal I just need to begin somewhere. And I will start today! Amen for me.

Life

I'm lost... Now a days I'm trying my best to be happy or not feel any guilt for choosing my happiness. M i selfish? 

3am Thoughts

I have in the past drank to a point where I don't remember anything next morning. It happened again last month, at my girlfriend's (V) best friend's wedding. 

V told me the next morning that I misbehaved and forced myself upon one of her friends. I was depressed, embarassed and disgusted. I couldn't look myself in the mirror. Between all of it, somewhere deep in my heart I knew I would never do anything of that sort. 

I left town for work that night. My mental health was at its bottom. Last week, V told me that she spoke to that particular friend right after wedding and she told her that I didn't do any of it. In fact, I was respectful and fun all evening. 

When I asked V why did you lie to me, her response was that someone told her that I misbehaved and when I asked why didn't you tell me earlier, she was just like - "I wasn't thinking straight"

I feel I was emotionally/mentally tortured for no fault of mine. I don't even know what to do. 

This New Year I decided to quit alcohol altogether. 

Girlfriend

I want to break up with my gf of 5yrs but I don't have the guts to do it because of how much it'll upset her and our families.

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