Stressed about going to work tomorrow. The people are mad toxic. The team leader is God awful. The whole company goes hard for mental health but the department I’m in….? My mental health is in the gutter. 

Damn😕. Please take good care of yourself and i know you if able to quit then you already did. So now I can only suggest you to work on your passion or tell your team manger/Hr that you are not comfortable and want to change project or team if possible.

Colleague

Ok so ye do log ka kuch hua hoga yaha par and it's literally the most entertaining shit after the Amber Heard trial. 

3am Thoughts

चांदनी रात में, बादलों के बीच मैंने चांद चमकता देखा है,
किताब में रखा वो पुराना गुलाब महकता देखा है।
पत्तो से गिरती हुई ओस का भी मैंने टपकना देखा है,
भरी धूप में, नंगे पैर किसी इंसान को चलते देखा है।
ज्यादा कुछ तो नही देखा मैंने, पर हां मैने ज़िंदगी से लड़ना देखा है।

In my 30s why I feel like I'm in my 40s. Man.. I'm so exhausted, I can't take any action for my betterment. Why I'm so so pathetic, why I don't have any vision Why I'm totally dependent on my luck. . 😖😖

Frustration

Hey! It's just that as time passes I seem to lose all my emotions I can't cry,I don't feel sympathy for others no nothing! Idk what's wrong I just wanna stay alone and distant myself from many of my close friends

Confusion

Was excited to show him my many new products from bath and body works all for him to say “they smell like a 16 y/o girls bedroom” 
….

I wish this pandemic to be over soon. I wanna go back to my normal life and eat ice cream

COVID-19

Diary : 25 nov 2021 00 : 10
- Im grateful for everything , my life is just like a toy yk, people come and play with me for a certain time. After i suck and unused. I just got left, and waitting to be played again. I wonder when they will leave me this time. 

- I trust anyone because i dont care what happens to myself anymore. You want to destroy me ? Go ahead bro but what do you want to destroy? Im already broken. Lmao. 

- if i love someone,. I want he/she to be comfy with me. No matter what, since i just dont want to be alone, i dont want to be not played . Im sick waitting people to play me again.


- Future me here lemme say something i hope you are doing great now cause you once in your live felt something that is hard. People say its a simple thing i also had the same problem. They dont know that we are the different personalities and different character. If i can choose my character i wont waste this good character bro. Ik my own limits and price. 

- i hope you achieve great things. I hope you are still with her. Cause she is the only one who can make me smile while i wasnt. That's it , i hope i survived this live for good :)

P.S. should i just disappear? Me disappearing wont make anyone sad anw and making people relief right hahaha just my opinion

Depression

I broke up with my boyfriend today. I asked him if he wants to continue or should we break up. I sent that msg in the hope of some reassurance (cause I was insecure about few things) but instead he broke up with me. And it kind of hurts obv..like I still have feelings for him and I don't really know how to move on.

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