Stop crossing oceans for people who won't jump puddles for you.

Self Love

I never felt the way I'm feeling nowww 

3am Thoughts

I really want to end it all 😍

Wish to disappear without a trace..... 

Anxiety

One day, I want to silently disappear from these people around me... they won't remember me... I would go somewhere distant.. in a nice place- near a sea or river.. will buy a house and pets there and would remain there for life... memoryless and anonymous... I don't want anyone to remember or love me... I am not worthy of that... I just want me to live by my side happily with my animals...  and I will forget everything and live life... that day will come... it has too..

Life

I think m depressed. Maybe not depressed but something negative.

I be awake whole night doing nothing, dnt even feel sleepy in morning.
Then I get into this loop of crying and nap and repeat. Tears just roll down anytime without any reason, n its hard to hide them when you are livin' with loving parents. I hide ,let tears roll down n come out smiling.
Either I don't feel hungry or I just keep eating to stop myself from crying. I don't do anything, I have tons of people who care, who love, they reach out..N I keep my phone off.
I got selected in a good brand but I didn't pick HR's call after that, I wanted to join thr, I still want to maybe..But Idk when I saw that call I just freezed.
I don't feel like shower, comb or do anything.
this is just my way of venting out by typing.

Other

I was happy with myself even though having struggles with my work I tried my best. Don't how karma works 😞a friend came into life . I am  feeling bad why this person came into life. So many bad things happened in my life. But why we have to face bad things. Now Iam not talking with that friend.But we had see each other faces because of some circumstances. Before that friend came, my life was good.I feeling like to get some problems in my life that person came into my life. I was freaking out as I might suffer life long.My self-esteem becoming low.Iam having mental trauma. Iam feeling bad. I don't know what to do. Iam suffering everyday. What to do...

Self Esteem

  Uk there will be people who will make u feel worthless ,will try to kill ur dreams. Besties know in what environment u stay. Dont compare yourself with others. Distance yourself from friends/family/ relatives if ther somehow drain u or deep down uk they aint serving u well. Be kind. Find happiness in every small thing   Like for me? I find happiness in hearing sounds of birds, seeing butterflies, seeing dogs playing happily with their owners etc. Exercise it is very imp. It will keep ur mental health better. Download apps if udk how to start workouts. Drink plenty of water. Take care of ur skin. When in anxiety. Make a dairy write ur shit thoughts. It works srsly.and be kind. Y'all so amazing keep shining  ♡♡

Love

i just have a question is it okay to be vulnerable with someone?


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