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3am Thoughts

Today very weird thing happened to me , my old bestfriend has her birthday today and as i invited to her birthday i was not knowing were we are going and just blindly trusted her and she took me too hooka bar , (were people were drinking alcohol and doing hooks ), as i am seventeen it was my first time visiting there and it feel disgusting , i don't do anything just waited for 20 mins and leave from there without saying anything , i am still processing that where i went  no offense to anyone but is it appropriate to go to such places at such tender age ?

Frustration

Ok so I have a crush on 2 boys. I’ve told 3 people. My best friend and 2 close friends. The thing is that on of the boys is my best friends cousin (we will call him A) and she goes on about how she doesn’t want anyone to date him. And one of my close friends used to like him only for like a day tho so I don’t wanna tell her. I’ve only told the other close friend about both boys. And idk if I starting to lose feelings for the other boy (which we will call B). I’m starting to like A a lot more by the day and I can’t tell anybody except for my close friend and it’s killing me

Love

Mixed feelings at the same time.
1. I need a girl who can be a constant support to me, care for me, bla bla bla..
2. No dude, you are good alone. Maybe cannot give your space to others. Let it be. 
3. Again, when alone, in my own thoughts, how does it feel to be a top priority of other person. Maybe I need someone.

I think its 20's ka constant phase :)(

Crush

Guys! What's your biggest regret?

Happy

Someone i followed randomly on instagram (stranger) i asked a post which he posted in his story, and he was like so rude to me firstly he asked about my name and why i didn't mentioned in instagram which is again my personal choice right, i answered it and then he asked me to follow him i said why is it important then he said nothing and then he deleted all his messages. I mean like seriously why to make someone uncomfortable who is just asking for a post ? I know he was a stranger and i even blocked him but why people has to be such a rude person, what does it cost them to be little kind to others ? Yes, i was uncomfortable and that's why i didn't put my name and also it's my personal choice right to follow someone or not. 

I don’t know where to start but I’m really done with everything. I’m just waiting to die because life seems pointless, I have Hodgkin’s Lymphoma and Thyroid Gland Tumor and I feel like noone can understand the things I’m going through but I don’t blame anyone for that because I can’t express myself to anyone I just feel like ppl are good for me but I’m not good for them and I don’t wanna be the person who will hurt someone just because they’re going through hell themselves bcz I don’t wish on anyone what I’m going through right now.

Depression

When i was 10 year old because of study i went into depression.After that i am now 50 years old but this problem again and again arrises in me due to which i cant sleep and feel frightened.I am not able to control my mind.Nowdays i dont feel to communicate with someone.The work i use to do easily i am not able to do that now.In my mind negatively thoughts arrises.
PLEASE ITS A HUMBLE REQUEST TO REPLY ME.

Mental Health

I'm soooooo happy today 
I can't believe it, my dream of getting the perfect body is finally coming true, I've lost 6kgs In one month and my sacrifice and hard work is totally paying off !!!! Now I can finally wear crop tops without feeling ashamed 

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