Sooooo…. Recovery is shit difficult and I don’t want to do it anymore. Is it really that bad?
I’ve been bulimic for the past 9months now and I keep relapsing. I miss getting to eat as much as I want and having no effect on my body. Eating has started to become a curse. Having snacks is so difficult. I don’t want to recover, not eating has a different effect on me, I can manage it and I just don’t feel like what I’m doing was wrong even though I know it is