sooo there has been a lot going on and i just want to talk to anyone cuz my friends have not been there for me lately. i have always been the therapist/mother friend of the group- yk the most mature, says the right thing, gives the best advices (and I’m not even lying or flaunting or sth) and like everything. but idk if they know it or not but i too need it all sometimes. and I’m not even blaming them cuz well- i know they are not good at giving advices. and even if they do ik i wont take it cuz they never understand every freakin thing. they just cut me short and finish my talk on their own based of how they think i am (which they dont actually - REALLY). so all i ask from them is to LISTEN. just listen to what i have to say, what’s going on my mind, what’s my problem, how do i feel but they are failing to do even that lately.
Muskan @muskan__
i mean ik there has been a lot on their plate as well and that is why i don’t like bothering them but that’s just me. i mean even after everything i am feeling lately- no matter how down i am- i was still there for them. listening to them rant, giving them advices, consoling them and everything. don’t i deserve the same?
Kushagra @kushgpt
Do you wanna talk about it
yes please
Kushagra @kushgpt
Sure go ahead
What is it that’s bothering you
well- almost everything. i have so many exams lined up and to top it all i have my college entrance exams very soon too and i just- it’s a lot sometimes. like my parents never pressured me into or for sth. they’re v cool about everything and told me to do the best i can without any stress but i just- i sometimes feel so down thinking what if it didn’t go according to the plan.
and that’s not just it- i just feel lately my parents have been siding w my sister a lil too much. i don’t feel jealous or smth- i just feel bad, honestly. like i feel as if- idk like they’re discriminating. she is always allowed to go out and never scolded whenever she comes after curfew but if it’s me, I’m getting a solid hearing about it. just two days back she went somewhere and returned quite late- nobody said a word to her (they said it all to me when she was gone) but if it would’ve been me- mom would’ve started calling me constantly. and just don’t even get me started on the clothes! i get told by my cousins that they don’t say it to her cuz she won’t listen- she’s stubborn and all that shit- OKAY BUT WHO THE HELL MADE HER STUBBORN?? OUR PARENTS. so it’s not really her fault. I don’t blame her. She’s actually the most constant supporter in my life- like seriously the best thing to ever happen to me. I’m not saying my parents are bad either they’re actually great! But idk if they realize it or not- but i do notice all of this and it hurts me ma papa- a lot. all these small things make a huge difference yk
Kushagra @kushgpt
Hey that’s alright you just a teenager and there’s a lot deal in life you just focus on studies get good grades once you prove yourself your parents will be the same to you like your sis
There’s a certain time for certain things maybe being a lil one they care for you more than her
And you telling the fact that they never pressurised you for anything that’s a positive indication
Just focus on good rest with time you will get everything
I’m hoping it’s the same. i am focusing on my studies only. thankyou for listening:)
Kushagra @kushgpt
Anytime dear
You know always approach yourself on the positive side
People with positive approach always stay happy
And never compare yourself with anyone be it anyone comparing yourself makes you week
What you achieve or what you get is your own destiny
Make your own path by hard work and dedication be independent for things though you are young but that’s all I gonna Say
anonymous @airah
Obviously you do but maybe they think that you’re enough to handle all your problems and you dont really need em maybe ( lol but i used to feel the same thing but well now there is noone :) )
Muskan @muskan__
exactly! they think so but atleast just be there for me. just listen to me. i don’t think that’s too much to ask for
anonymous @airah
Why dont you directly tell em what you feel maybe someone will understand your feelings and you’ll atleast get to know who real ones are :) ( sorry if my words hurt you in anyway)
i did. like very recently and ig they’ve been pretty decent ever since. but i just don’t even feel like sharing w them anymore! idk i feel they won’t get me- not anymore. (no they did not :))
anonymous @airah
You can atleast try if you really wanna share your things w someone it’ll get better trust me
i know but maybe i need new friends? i give up on people so easily and yet i never gave up on any of them but idk how many more chances i can give em
anonymous @airah
You should make new one maybe they’ll make you feel what you really deserve :)
Yes i was thinking the same. thankyou:)
anonymous @airah
Best of luck ;)
