Sooo guys I think I messed up. I (f16) have always been close with my neighbour (m18 lets call him F.). We always been best friends but more kinda like siblings, at least thats how he always saw it. F. Has a really close friend (m17 we call him N.) to whom I also came really close to naturally. Last month we three and F. Family were on a vacation but F. Family was pretty chill and let us do what we want basically. So one night N. And I hooked up when we were drunk, it was my first “real” kiss. I remembered he didnt. For a few weeks I tried to ignore it by avoiding him and hangig out with F. alone more often. A few days ago N.and I met up and finally talk about what happened, he said how he actually really likes me and wants to take me out. I have to say that I do really like N. And could imagen us together. The same day F. comes over and explains how he thinks that there is more than friendship between us and how he wants to see if we could wirk as a couple. F. Was kinda my first love but he always made clear that he just wanted to be friends, or so I thought. I dont know if I should give him a chance or if it would just destroy everything. And I do really like N. Its just so complicated rn. I dont know what I should do and dont want to hurt anyone. I know that i will have to but i just dont know if I should give one of them a chance at all or not and if yes who. Its just alot rn
What kind of abcD is going on, it’s hard to understand 😅
Block him both and focus on studies
