Sometimes ...you just need a break from everything ..I wish could run away for a while ...not worry about anything at all ..no formalities nothing just me 

Okay, for starters.. push away everything that's bothering you . Focus on "me time" do a self care for yourself once in awhile 👌 

Anxiety

Are yar trust even exist in this world

Other

I have given up on myself but not you. 
So don't you dare to give up on yourself
Do you hear me ? Don't you ever give up on yourself, never and j say never. Live , love and fly. The whole world is waiting for you spread your wings and fly 
Fly as far as you can from everyone. I have prayed to all the god in this even though I don't belive I did for you so don't fail me. Do you understand? Don't fail me please. It's the last wish I made it's the last I want to be true . Don't fail me. 

Affirmations

I have a crush on one of my friends. And I am pretty sure he doesn't feel the same way as I do. But I am making a big deal out of this crush. All day I am thinking about him and imagining scenerios. I don't know what to do now 🙂

Crush

My mom would never understand how I feel. I always feel lonely. I live alone at home. My dad not staying together. My sister run away from home. My mom go to work from morning to night. I only have 2 friends. When I ask to go out with my friends, she never allow me to go out with them. She afraid that I will be social. I understand that she didn't want I become like my sister. But she never think that how lonely I am. I cry every at home. I feel like depression but I never show to her. I don't want to diagnosis i have depression, I'm just always feel sad. When she at work, she always call me and nagging at me. I feel constrained. I can't do what I want. Now I'm struggling with my final exam. And she make me become more stress. While studying she ask me to do something. Ask me to do that, to do this. I'm so stress. 

Family

Im feeling my head is heavier and dizziness, feels like im sleepy but im able to sleep that is happening with me, not able concentrate on my studies

Mental Health

Im an kind of person who mistook my loved cousin's sister caring and closeness wrongly, i not have any rights to live this life and i should not be an brother to her anymore, and i missing her caring and love but i not desire her,
My life got ruined, im hating myself and my life. 
Im missing her so badly, and she trying to talk with me im not talking to her becz im thinking im not good to her.
Don't know what she thinking whether she loving me now or not. 
But im missing her every min of my life.


Domestic Abuse

Akelepan ka void se iss kadar ladta aaya hoon ek lambe waqt se ki ab thak chuka hoon
 Ab aur nahi ho paata. Ab dusron ka care care karta tired ho gya. Ab mujhe bhi pyar aur care chahiye. Thak gya begging karte karte aur logon ko rokte rokte, lastly sab chorke Jaa rhe aur ye akelapan mujhe andar hi andar rula rha. Ab nhi dikha sakta that am strong. Darr lagne lga hai kisise baat krne m qki lagta hai sab chorke jayenge. Ek taraf pyar care ki craving hai toh dusre taraf lagta khud ko isolate karke akela rahun Puri life. 
Feeling blank .

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