Sometimes we don't even know what's happening inside us. We just wanna get it out. Feeling so lonely in a room full of people. Ahh I wish I was a better version of myself.  But no matter how much I try I always feel like a failure 😔

I relate to u and I myself can't overcome those thought.....the suicidal feeling.....I hope u get better soon mate 

3am Thoughts

“If you double the number of experiments you do per year you’re going to double your inventiveness

Quotes

I have no clue how haircut makes me so happyyy

Happy

Hanging out with friends is great, hearing gossips and giggling on there story is fun...but not having something to share about yourself or your life kind of hurts. I do have few friends but I always felt that I m the boring one around them....I try my best to atleast have one topic to talk about but couldn't bring myself to say anything i felt my life is way to boring to talk about so I just shut my mouth and listen to them. One day one of my friend said 'Say something you never talk about anything' I replied 'because I have nothing to talk about' now they all don't even bother to ask because they knew I m just going to listen and give opinion or slove there problems. I do feel like it's my mistake about not opening up to people because I don't want them to feel pity for me. I hate it. I hate it when people look down on me... I don't want someone's sympathy. I just want to talk about my problem like everybody does around me. 
I just want to say I have people and family around and i still felt left out and alone. 

Lonely

Hi, it's my first time posting here. I have **someone**in my life who is very close to me but he was behaving very weird for the past 2 months, it felt like he was trying to distance himself from me and there was I who had no clue about what was going on, on his mind. I asked him several times to talk to me, tell me what is wrong and gave him all sorts of assurance that if he ever felt like talking I'll be just a call away but he refused to talk. But yesterday he just went all ballistic and opened up that he had been feeling a little low and suicidal lately and was getting irritated by the things I was saying, he told me that he can never share anything serious with me because I'm all funny, which is not true because **I was the one** who was constantly asking him about how he is, then he went on and said that we have nothing in common and he never finds anything to talk to me about. He says that he has changed(he got into college this year so...that's what changed him). Then I told him that I myself am not the same person, this past year has changed me in so many ways but I never talked about it because I always felt that my feelings would not be reciprocated and he felt the same, but in reality we both were miserable and we both wanted to talk to someone but never did. I told him that the drift is because of this communication gap only but he refuses to talk to me because apparently I'm not mature enough. We haven't met since last year so that also adds up. I don't know what to do, we have been together for the past 3 years and all of the sudden it's all ending, he has changed, which I totally understand....I mean it was obvious that college would change both of us but I never realized that the change will part us. He is his own individual and I respect him if he wants to end things. I love him to this extent that I'll let him go, I just want him to be happy, even if he finds it with someone else. But all this is breaking me, he was my pillar of strength and my pill of happiness for all these years and I just don't know how to handle this. I'm gonna change myself for good and I'm thankful to him for making me realize this.....it's just that the way it all came out was devastating, he kept all these feelings to himself for sooo many days and now it all burst out of him. 

Breakup

Through the practice of devotion to God, I was coming to learn that preserving loving relations in this world required much forgiveness, tolerance, patience, gratitude, and humility. An essential virtue of humility is to accept others for what they are, despite differences. I contemplated again how the tendency to judge others is often a symptom of insecurity, immaturity, or selfishness, and I yearned to rise above it. Everyone is a child of God. God loves all of His children. If I wish to love God, I must learn to love those whom He loves.
--Extract from a book



Spirituality

Breakup is everywhere why?

Most of them are cheeating 

I'm feeling unsatisfied by the people I thought would have my back, no one's really worth the efforts. 

i think I'm addicted to p*rn and m*sturbation. I'm a guy. Any of you overcome this urge? Some practical solutions would be much appreciated

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