Sometimes watching a deep philosophical movie at the end of a long day is just what you need to unwind. 

Which movie did you watch? I'd love to seee it as well

I saw Jaane Tu Ya Jaane na recently and that was pretty good?

Happy

What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.

- Sylvia Plath

3am Thoughts

Why god made me I was a nothing and then I came here . And I got nothing right every thing is fucked . He puts me here.  He takes who I love and he makes me sad and lonely.  He made who I am . And when I die I go to hell . I was in peace when I was I was a nothing.  Why does he want to torture me . What did I do 
A minute ago mum wished that I die maybe I deserved it we were arguing and I made her mad and I am sure I deserve to die 
Life is made for those who have happy family's and nice ppl . Not me . Is it fine to leave?
They say god will never meet me if I kill my self and I really want to talk to him and to meet my dead father they say there is a heaven for patient ppl and all of this is a test. Well I fucked the test

There are clubs like debate clubs or people where come together and share their ideas or prepare for something in common anybody knows about such clubs like I want to increase my network and being in this covid and home always I've literally lost all my social skills gained over the years feels horrible wanna get started again...any ideas, suggestions? 

Career

Finish the sentence
You hurt me but thank you for_______

how do i get rid of a toxic friendship without hurting anyone (including me)

where is happiness because i am suffering for depression.

Life

hi, i really need to talk but please don't judge me, I feel so bad and i just need some advices.
I'm 17 and i'm dating someone wonderful : he's gentle, loves to give me gifts, makes me laugh... And he's totally in love with me. And i am too. 
But here's the problem : in the last few weeks I have started to miss my ex and I know he misses me too. He is my first love, and between him and my boyfriend, I know he is the one who fits me the most. He makes me laugh so much, we have the same passions, we understand each other... While with my boyfriend, it's hard to communicate for a lot of reasons (he's very negative, gets offended very easily...).
And i'm feeling like a slut, because it's like cheating on someone and i hate myself so much... I don't wanna offended anyone, i don't wanna break up with him because he loves me so much that i will broke him, but in the same time i know i can be happier with someone else. 

I'm thinking of stopping any relationship to become a better person. What do you think ?

Love

" I don't know but it feels so different, everytime I try or I like something and say I wanna be greatest at it I have to keep it quiet cause if I tell my parents they'll tell me to stop it's pointless, I wanna play basketball but everytime I go to the park, i'm so bad, that they don't even wanna put me in, and everytime I come home im sad but I don't why, even if I practice it seems like its pointless trying cause ill never get good, I couldn't ask anyone for advice so i decided to try and find an online app, so I hope you guys give me some response, it doesn't have to be good, just some advice; Thank u!!😁"

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