Sometimes to achieve a goal has to be passionate & strong but comprises also require to balance personal and professional way. 

Green Goldi

Life

Imagine. 
Simple house..
Evening Time.. 
Person you love the most.. 
Cooking food together..
Decent speaker...
70-90s Songs.. 
Singing out loud.. 
Enjoying the moment.. 


Bgm: 
Jaha tu hai, waha mai hun, 
Mere dil ki Tu dhadkan hai,
Musafir mai tu manzil hai..
Mai pyasa hun, tu sawan hai! 
Meri duniya yeh nazrein hai, 
Meri jannat yeh daaman hai...! 

3am Thoughts

I want to live and experience college life that is why I have chosen a course I want to do in college but my ultimate goal is some other course which involves lot of time and money investment and no particular college life… am I doing right by choosing to do the other course in college?

College

I hate myself for being so sad

I feel lonely.... I am exhausted and overwhelmed. I have none to listen to me. I feel like I am a burden to my family. So many odd thoughts are creeping in my mind and I can't control myself. I feel like I am loser. Feel like hurting myself.

Self Harm

I miss him & I’m in happy relationship. I feel guilty that i still misss him.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

~ Love Sonnet XVII - Pablo Neruda

(Poems will always be my love language🖤) 

Love

Hi, so I have been trying to figure out what exactly is moving on and why do I do it and still hope that maybe next time someone breaks me it won't be that hard but the pain is 100 times stronger than last one and each time my heart breaks and never get fixed or I never try to fix it because it reminds me of what I have gone through last time but does it makes it easier , no it doesn't. No I am not talking about different persons it's just one and no it isn't about love or breakup it's about emotional abuse.
I tried to ask her begged her to Care for me one time just one time and she didn't even look up to meet my eye and scoffed and said I did not deserve her and guilt tripped me
I never really knew what is abuse specifically emotional abuse but trust me it's more dangerous than physical abuse it destroys you from within and breaks you for life time. It hits you hard on the same place again and again until it permanently marked in there for life and haunt you till forever. She did exactly same to me and I can't believe when someone actually communicates with me instead of saying it's your fault.

Emotional Abuse

How can I be soo cruel to myself when I'm doing the best i can

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