Sometimes I wonder, why do i feel so much. Why do i care so much. When there is no one for me. 

3am Thoughts

So Here's the shit! 
I give my all when I try to woo a girl, and at that moment it feels like she is the one.. But when I get in relationship with her, I start losing interest.. It doesn't have to do anything with physicality or intimacy of relation but I feel like I get thrill from the chase and when it's done, I lose interest too..
 Am I messed up? 

"all of us are dead" on Netflix......what a show.....I am literally in tears😭💔

Movies

Yes, bad things happen to good people. Why? I don't know. Asking myself this question has brought only pain to me because I can't do anything about it! I am not in control of these things. I can only control myself! So, when I am consumed by darkness and when I feel like I am losing all hope even when I feel like it's not the end of the world but it's certainly end of my world, I say this to myself, 'I am stronger than this, I might not be able to deal with this situation all by myself but I am sure I have the resources to help me deal with this situation' and this has worked for me. Why would anyone want to stop when all bad possibly happened? Is there's anything to lose now? You might feel lost but maybe if you just keep going you will end up finding yourself in the process. Don't loose hope.

Hope

Dil toot gaya yrr🙃

Today's my b'day... And also the guy's b'day whom I liked... 

I am a simple girl, an introvert and a nerd... I have a handful people in my life and i might be considered  boring in this world... 

So i got to know about him dating someone and an year ago it was some other girl... 

I feel low... I don't know how to react..  I mean usko kitna Idolize krti thi mai... I used to think so highly of him... I really thought he was so like me... But he's not! 
I know I might be boring and people might not like me for that
But atleast to myself I m the most fun person to be around... Like I m the funniest person in my life.... Idk why people these days are just so invested into relationships so early on age that creating friendly bonds is rare
I rarely like people but he was too special to deceas that space of his in my mind
Anyways wish him a happy birthday

Mera to happy raha he nhi🙂

It feels like there is something wrong with me, but i cant seem to pinpoint it. I dont have the same drive and passion for my work or my life as i used to have before.

Career

give a second chance to people 

Other

Guys 
Anyone wants to talk?

Here I am ..
We visited to restaurant...Its my 4 r 5th time... visit...I like a guy...he works there...
It's very typical  ..i don't know how to approach him...i am not getting any ideas..If a girl asks for number i don't know...wat he may think...please suggest me something...

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