Sometimes I wonder that does Incest even happen? Is it good or bad? What are your thoughts on it? 

Its their choice . We are noone to judge anyone. They can do what they want,  love who they want,  without harming others 

It’s okay if people are willing to do it and are happy!

It is okay if both are happy and matured enough to handle the emotions and consequences. 

its depends , all blame will come on boy think before you entire into it

Relationships

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Its been more than 6 years looking for hope.
 Finding reasons to stay in this darkness. Looking for serious help. 

Depression

You deserve something you don't have to question. You deserve someone who is sure about you.

Life

Can somebody help me? The last time I talk about Incest. Now some strange people are attacking my friend for the incest thing, they called my friend is disgusting and wierdo, he keeps saying that except the Mendelian inheritance, as long as the opposite agree on the incest sexuality thing, Incest is fine. I don't know who is the right and the wrong person here...

Sexual Health

Somethings are hard to be forgotten and okay to be remembered 😵‍💫

Memories

Look s/o I am sorry I have been through some fucked up shit in my past  I know so have you but like I have been through shit I wouldn’t have expected to go through at such a young age like I was 14 and I got cheated on multiple times I way 13 and I had a 79 year old man chatting me up and asking for nudes and tricking me into thinking a person actually liked me. I was cheated on at such a young age it has ruined me I have learned not to trust people and not to let my guard down and not fall for people who are just going to use me and fuck me over. I hurt people because I don’t want them to hurt me first. I hurt them so they don’t get the chance to hurt me. I hurt other people even though it hurts me as well. I hurt people I don’t mean to hurt, I am just always scared of someone promising not to hurt me and then going behind my back and hurting me anyway. I know I hurt you I know it. I hurt you because I aam scared of you hurting me first so I want you to feel the pain before I do. I am scared of you Nik. I am fucking scared of you. You know how to fight, you swear way too much, you vape, you hang around bad people and you hurt people. Okay that might have sounded mean but I didn’t mean it rudely. I just wanted to say that I am scared of you. I am scared of you one day just snapping and hitting me or just you break up with me or say something mean to me.  Nik you have a way with words and when you focus you can really hurt people with your words without realising it. So yeah I am scared of you hurting me, losing interest, finding someone better, breaking up with me, calling me mean names or just hurting me physically okay? I am terrified of you. You have the capability of hurting people and by the way you are going I just feel like it is going to get worse and you are going to end up hurting me  more every time. Please Nik just look at what you are doing to me… Oh um also… you changed your snapchat password…? My head was getting too loud and I was going on to your account to try and see if you were talking to Nox because, I trust you but my head kept telling me that you were talking to them. So I went onto your account to stop cutting myself and to stop myself from doing something stupid and… you changed your password…? Why? I mean I get it, it is you account and everything but like when you gave me your password I felt so much better and I felt like you could trust me and it made me think that you weren’t cheating on me because you had nothing to hide on snapchat. But then I remembered that snapchat isn’t the only social media you have and then I started overthinking even more and I started to think you are hiding something. My head is just fucked up okay Nik? My head is fucked. It always takes me to the worst option before it goes to the reasonable options. Literally I always think the worst of everything and now that you have changed your password it just makes me think you are hiding something from me  because yesterday you told me you were going to un add Nox (for like the 3rd time) and that you wouldn’t talk to them. And I went to go onto your account to see if you were lying because as you know I have trust issues and I just wanted to make sure. And I literally had the biggest fucking meltdown then and there. I actually started bawling my eyes out because I thought you were cheating on me and to make matters worse my mum was right beside me when this happened so I had to explain everything to her all over again and now today she wants to talk to you because she doesn’t like the way you are treating me at all and she thinks you aren’t right for me and that I deserve better… So if I were you I’d pull my head out pretty soon before my parents force us to break up. Like okay we both think  that you turn into a different person when you are around other people, when it is just you and me when you are at home you are all sweet and adorable and nice and then when you are out with your friends you don’t call me and when you do call me you swear way more than what you do when you are at home. I don’t like how you are treating me Nik I just feel like I don’t know I feel like you have lost interest in me and now you are just stringing me along and playing with my heart. I don’t like how you are talking to Nox like okay they asked you if you were going to the formal and you said you don’t know and yet the other day you asked me and I said yes and you said that you just told everyone… so what I am getting at is why didn’t Nox know why id they have to ask you if you were going? I don’t know why I think these things and I fucking hate it I just can’t calm my mind down like I have been cheated on and used and played I have not had ONE real relationship ever and now when I felt like I could trust you and I could let my guards down after 9 months you go and do this to me… you actually have no idea how this makes me feel like seriously I do not like the way you are making me feel by talking to Nox. It makes me feel like I am not good enough and that you have to talk to other people to make you happier. Look Nik I am not having a go at you  I just wanted to tell you how I feel about all of this. Again, I am not breaking up with you I just wanted to make sure that you knew what you are doing to me. I just want you to realise what your doing is killing me, you probably aren’t used to having a girlfriend like this I mean clingy, loud, obnoxious, cringey, way too sensitive, emotional, cry baby… like I know I am hard to love but when you find out who I really am you will love me and you will realise what you were doing was killing me over and over again. Please just see what you are doing to me and please I am begging you to stop. It is fucking hurting when you do this to me and this isn’t how a relationship works. Partners don’t hurt each other over and over again in the same way… you hurt me without even realising your hurting me. You have to learn how to stop that because honestly it is ruining me I seriously mean it is ruining me Nik. Every time you mention Nox’s name I get hurt ever time you say anything about going out with friends or whenever you even say “Oh what does Nox want now” hurts me. Yeah, I know it is stupid but I get jealous easily and I get hurt easily so this is what I want you to realise. You have noticed my boobs and my ass  and my personality but you haven’t noticed what is going on inside my heart when you say shit about other girls. I get hurt too easily and I cry over nothing so If you are going to break up with me, And I know you promised not to just remember to take back every I love you more fight, every you cuter fight take back everything you have ever said to me from the times when you couldn’t sleep and you just texted me to check in on me, take back every thing I gave you from the hoodie to the virtual kisses, take back everythin. I gave you everything I could for you Nik… okay baby I am the type of girl who can be obnoxiously loud and super quiet at the same time. I am the type of girl who can, be awkward with people I don’t know and bubbly when I am close to you. I laug at the worst moments and I am usually always smiling. I am a hopeless romantic with her head up in the clouds. I am the kind of girl who will trip and fall over thin air. I find it hard to talk about my problems, It’s much better to be there for other people instead. I will listen to thousands of other people’s problems to avoid my own. I am awkward, weird, clumsy, shy, bubbly girl… but this is me so take it or leave it.  Yeah I know I can be the most difficult person you will ever meet let alone love I have my faults and I have my mistakes I can go from the happiest mood to I just want to die in 5 seconds flat. I am moody and how I feel changes faster than anyone can keep track. I am an emotional wreck and I feel things very deeply. If you tell me you are going to do something I expect you to keep your word. Do not tell me you won’t do something and turnaround and do it anyway. Like I said, I have my faults but there are things about me that make my hard times worth dealing with. I may be emotional but that is because I care deeply and when I give you my love it is all or nothing. I don’t do anything half way. I am that girl that you could call  at 2am and I am still going to be that same compassionate person I would be a 2pm. If you are a part of my life you know that I give people way more chances than what they deserve, but when I am done. I am done. If I have ever loved you I will always care about you even if I stop loving you. Nik what you gotta realise is that I will do anything for the people I love and I will give up things that matter to me to make them happy but the second I feel like you wouldn’t do the same for me I stop giving up who I ma fr you. Sometimes my kindness is mistaken for weakness but the more you get to know me you will see that I am far from weak. I’m sorry that I am never enough. I’m sorry that every time I fall in love it is always my heart getting hurt. I’m sorry I don’t always have a good attitude. I’m sorry I care too much and fall apart easily. I’m sorry that I am always the one crying myself to sleep from the ways that you hurt me. I’m sorry that I get scared and overthink. I’m sorry I am failing school because I am trying to save myself. I’m sorry that the day we met that you would become like this. I’m sorry that the only reason I am still here is you that I love you, even if you hurt me. I’m sorry that I lost myself trying to please everyone else and now I’m losing everyone else trying to find myself. So I am sorry I am not good enough and that I never will be. I say sorry too much. I think I am annoying even if I am not. If you give me a compliment I won’t believe it. I rarely open up to people because I am terrified of getting hurt even more again. I overthink tings and I always think I am doing something wrong. I like to help people with their problems so I can hide from mine. When I am moody I say stuff I don’t mean at all. I will forgive you no matter what you do. I am just tired of caring a little too much about people. 50% don’t care ad the other 50% just take my caring for granted. I’m just tired of it. I am tired of the lies and people letting me down. I am tired of people making promises I know they can never keep. I am tired f trusting too much and I’ve fallen to hard. I’ve lost who I was and that scares the hell out of me. My heart can’t take much more disappointment and I can’t keep losing myself over people who just don’t care. I am over their act of caring and playing like a friend. The damage is done Nik. You made me weak. I hope you are happy… If you are going to choose to stay with me here’s a few things you should know, I’m a handful, Actually more like 4 handfuls, sometimes I laugh and sometimes I cry. I am not mentally stable and I just want to push everyone away because I am scared of hurting them. When I am sad I am really sad and when I am happy I am extremely happy. Sometime I will go into my head and I won’t stop picking at my flaws. Most of the time all I need is a hug from you and for you to tell me that I am not alone. If you tell me you love me I may not believe you. When I am sad don’t walk on eggshells around me and just be honest with how you feel. If your mad at me tell me, if I’m annoying you tell me and if you are sad tell me. I don’t ask for much and I dpn’t need expensive things, I’ll never expect you to pay for my movie tickets or to buy us dinner I am happy with driving out into the middle of no where with a few blankets just to look at stars. If you are going to stay you need to understand that I am damaged and I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when I am curled up in a ball on the floor crying and I won’t talk to anyone. I’ll shut you out. I am not going to be able to trust you fully, because everyone has let, cheated or chosen someone else over me. I will need your reassurance and I will need you. I will need you to care when I text you saying that It’s getting bad again. I am a lot to handle I know this already. So before you think I am always happy, that I’ll always be smiling, that I’ll always be smiling- know the reality before you get involved. Don’t enter my life if you don’t know how to leave.

Anger Issues

One with good heart and sensitive don't deserve to live in this world.

3am Thoughts

Hi, I just wanna share this... 
I like you... but I don't have any communication left with you, you blocked me in every social accounts that we had. Every time I think of you it made me cry Idk why, coz we really don't have any strong memories, we only have chat messages. We didn't even see in person but dude you make me feel like shit!!! Maybe, it is because you are the reason why I changed too much?? I even now confused if there's something "I need to come out" to discuss with my family? Girl, you make me like this but you really don't care aren't you?? ahhh sht i wanna to talk to you again I miss your voice, I miss your jokes, I miss your messages, but I'm sure you're not aware that someone's here are being in pain because you left with the reason that you need to think?? you're not sure if we could be together? you're afraid of commitment? SIS! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO COMES TO ME FIRST!!!!! BUT WHAT NOW? WHAT HAPPENED? I AM THE ONE WHO SUFFERED THESE BLLSHT!! ) aish!

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