Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Sometimes I wonder if there’s something wrong with me bc i feel like compared to others i’m way to uninterested in others, not like i don’t care about them, i do in the sense that I want them to be okay but i don’t think about what people are doing with their lives often and when i say things like “oh how have you been?” it’s just a mannerism i don’t really care that much in the sense i haven’t really thought about it ( There are only a very few ppl i i actually care about and want to know about, but there are some people) I don’t mind other people’s businesses and i tend to be very self-centered, selfish? idk, that’s what i think sometimes. While with my friends i can go on rants about my life and my problems for hours without realizing i haven’t even let them say a word or asked anything about them, sometimes i feel like idk ppl enought bc i never ask them questions about themselves. I’ve been working on this and i know how to control myself better now, when i was younger i’d never shut up talking about myself and often friends had told me i was annoying, I didn’t realize i did this until one specific friend that had never said anything about it cut me off suddenly and said " You know you talk too much and never let other’s talk , right?" I then apologized and started to realize that it was something i should work on, I’m better at it now but i still get the urge of wanting to talk about myself non-stop. I never have any bad intentions and i don’t want to ever seem rude that’s why i want to work on this.