Sometimes I wish my mom would just die. I will be in trouble if she dies, but sometimes I feel it’s impossible for me to stay alive and stay happy if she is around. Yeah I will be heartbroken if she dies, but at least I will get some peace. I just want peace tbh. She has been driving me mad. I can’t keep myself sane these days. I just want her to not return from work sometimes. I hate her so much. I hate her a lot.