Sometimes I wish my mom would just die. I will be in trouble if she dies, but sometimes I feel it's impossible for me to stay alive and stay happy if she is around. Yeah I will be heartbroken if she dies, but at least I will get some peace. I just want peace tbh. She has been driving me mad. I can't keep myself sane these days. I just want her to not return from work sometimes. I hate her so much. I hate her a lot.

3am Thoughts

Just living my life to the fullest and insist u to do the same ❤️

Anger Issues

Today my second semester's online classes started😐. I don't like this online mode of studying 😔. I am not able to experience college life because of pandemic.

Guys, I want to get an island rank from my A/Ls(commerce stream).So how should I work??

Dreams

the moment someone leaves u or says something which hurts u and u feel that unbearable non existing pain inside you 
like everything's flipped at that moment
hurts too much na 🥲

Why am I weird and awkward!!!

I hate myself. I seriously need lots of communication practise...

Anyone interested can text me on telegram at W_12345

Frustration

We are group of friends ,close since about 6/7 years. We're passionate foodies and mostly love hanging out at good food joints. A particular majority interest is going on off routes and unplanned trips. On an outing of ours,due to getting severely late , a friend from conservative background got scolded very much at her house. This friend is a good person otherwise but whenever she hangs out now with the group ,she has started becoming very controlling and nasty . She is very demanding in the sense that if we don't do something that she wanted she flies off on a rage and is upset with everyone. Now ,when we'd meet post that incident , she is never okay to hangout post a certain "time limit" and starts acting very weird if the group proposes to go to a new place, saying things like I don't wish to go there, I'm getting late so you guys go on and things like that . We'd had to stop exploring things and places together due to this related behaviour and all of us end up getting unhappy due to her reaction. When we hangout a smaller group she apparently has no "time-limit" but equations change when all are together .

I see a lot of red flags with this person. It makes me wonder whether I should still be friends with her or should I consider distancing myself.
Thoughts?

Friends

When you finally think that yes this is all I wanted...thats the time when boys gets bored and starts flirting with other girls

Anxiety

I let myself be vulnerable and I got used. I was separating from my ex of 18.5 years when a guy from middle school instant messaged me on Facebook. He was very persistent and sweet. He said all things I wanted to hear from my ex. He then moved back to his hometown which is where I live only to find out he is broke and just needed someplace to go. I paid for everything while on dates. Tried to help him with attire for when we go out. I just wouldn't live with him bc I wanted to be engaged first. He grew more and more angry because of this. He started putting me down and degrading me. He started to stand me up and not call as much. Tonight was the last draw. I have deleted my Facebook account and I know he doesn't know my number by heart. If he truly has a broken phone like his excuse was for not calling, I shall not ever hear from him again. I just feel so very stupid.

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