Sometimes, I think that death is so tempting.
One less problem to the world and the end of all my worldly problem. But I do feel scared to face the afterlife if I choose the unthinkable. Thatβs the reason Iβm here hanging for myself and those who matters most. For the past month I have this thoughts more regular than I usually do. Almost daily. Itβs really hard to fight back the urge every day. But Iβll try my best to stay alive to the fullest. Even if the happy me is all just a facade for show, at least Iβll try.