sometimes I think about killing myself because I do everything wrong. Everybody tells me that my friends and my family. Sometimes I just want to be nice but then they tell me that I shouldn’t talk to that person because a friend had problems with them and then they tell everybody what I did in the past that was so bad. As I said I was just nice.But then I ask myself why didn’t they say that to me that time so I know what I did wrong. I just want to restart.Everything so that nobody knows me and I just could run away. Away from everything. New Friend, new family new life without false. That why I hate humans and everything that can talk because they don’t give a shit about others. What the other person could feel. Tell me why? WHY?why nobody things that the person there are saying that to could be commit suicide that day. I think nobody gonna read this in a manga comment section. But if you read this next time please chose your words good. I think I’m gonna commit suicide tomorrow or next week. Bye
your senpai Kilam
Yaar, i totally can relate to you. Please dont think about drastic measures, you should never make decisions when you are too sad or too angry. Doing things wrong is okay, everyone makes mistakes. But you learn from them and try not to repeat it. I know your trying your best, and your care and love and be nice. If you dont feel like your getting the same respect and effort from your friends, let them go! Ask yourself, is toxic friends better or is peace better. You dont deserve to be treated wrong. Try to find new ppl, there are people like you out there. The only thing you need to focus is, hope. Dream big…hav hopes…hope u will find a friend good frnd tomorrow. And please reach out to me , when ever you think these bad thoughts. You will make it through.
thanks that help a lot. I’m gonna try finding new friends
