Sometimes I regret being friends easily. I should choose them. If even then I am wrong, I should feel guilty. I feel guilty being friends with judging and being hurt. 

It's alright, you know. We learn as we go through shit. 

Relationships

Do I deserve to make a friend 🙃 idk bcoz people make me feel like I don't 

3am Thoughts

I want to make friends but I have a fear and trust issues due to betrayals
By my close ones, should I make friends or not.

Friends

The only thing I've ever wanted is friends but I've only ever made toxic ones that I dropped and it's my fault that I have none because I don't talk to people but nobody understands how hard it is to do that they just say make friends.

What to do if you feel very sad because people are changing they don't want to talk to u but at a time they were your best friends and you feel so relaxed talking to them but now they just ignore u if u have done something wrong or like they don't take interest in u..... and also u don't know how to ask them..... and u feel so sad and no one understands u.... what should one do 

Depression

I hate fake a s s friends who prefer their relationship over their friends. 

Frustration

Is it weird that I feel like my friends are forgetting me? I have a group of friends whom I have known since middle school and we ended up going to different high schools. We were the best of friends and every time we plan on going to the cinema or eating out, they never ask me, they tell me and we plan it out together. But now we made new friends in our current schools but I still talk to them, well one out of the two. I get that we're busy and stuff but they never bother to say hello first and it just makes me feel irrelevant. out of the two friends, I still talk to one and we're still close and recently he invited me to picnic with him and the other friend, however,  instead of feeling excited I feel like I'm intruding and I starting to feel like it's not my place anymore to be with them. The worst part is that I chose to go to a different school because it had a subject that would help with my future career and I feel like it's my own fault for letting this happen.

Today I had the worst day of all. After the lessons my class (girls) decided to go somewhere to celebrate the end of online learning. I thought that's a great idea till I saw that half of my friends went somewhere leaving everyone else. We decided to go behind them which wasn't a good idea. We stopped at the bus station and this "girls" told us they're going to supermarket by bus. Which was pretty weird but finally we found out that they lied to us and actually went to cafeteria. So the rest decided to go to gallery but it didn't seem well, the only two girls I wanted to talk to where talking to each other about what to do to leave us and go somewhere only with themselves, they were even messeging between the rest of girls but nothing of it happened. And even though I had a really great time I feel that they just didn't want "us" to be with them. The truth is I didn't want these two other girls to walk with US too but deep inside I feel that they didn't want me too. I'm so sad right now, cause I don't want to be compared to these girls. I don't like them at all but what bothers me the most is a thing that everyone might feel that I'm like one of them

Education

I'm not ok, 1 of my "friends" and my online friends got into a fight, I have somehow been included and I'm unsure how, my "real friend" now has made majority of my friends hate me, I feel like I want to give up on life.

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