Sometimes I just want someone to tell me that they love me, need me and care about me :)

3am Thoughts

How to stay motivated while searching for new jobs?

i am feeling burnout with my colleagues. i am feeling useless, and not appreciated. i did search for new jobs, but it seemed like no hope. 

i'm almost giving up. but i keep trying. however, until when should i be strong? everything is falling apart. there is nothing i can do for myself. 

I hope God listens my prayer and He will help me, very soon. 

Motivation

Feelng a need of someone to hug,
Someone to walk beside me,
I do love myself but the other me who yearns of a company is still a part of me which I can't ignore.


Confusion

Had a real crappy day today! 

Exhausted

26/11/2022 night 
2 wishes fulfilled 😇💞

I went to a marriage function and saw fireworks during the procession.. In general, I have just heard their noise and thus wanted to watch them so badly. Finally, I could watch and adore it. They were really as beautiful as shown in series/movies... . I kept on watching them and it felt so good. 
While returning, I was in scooty with my dad.. When I looked up at the sky, I saw so many stars and I was just like.. Is it real? I'm really seeing these many stars today? I started counting them. The number kept on increasing as I was going forward. And at last, it was more than 20. It was so beautiful to see all those stars altogether in one place. It might be the first time I saw such a collection of stars or I might have seen them years ago about which I don't even remember. 

So finally, I witnessed the beauty of fireworks and stars with a broad smile on my face and joy in my eyes. 

Affirmations

there was this girl i was talking to like 2 weeks ago or something and i honestly loved her so much, i kept fucking up and we got into a argument and she blocked me, so i blocked her back, i haven’t seen/spoke to her since and i miss her so much it hurts-

Breakup

Lost

When we start appreciating life better things start to happen like a few minutes ago I was feeling too lonely and left out but then I discovered a whole new world here I would like to thank all the reader who give thier time and effort to read other ppl views ,their sorrow and try their best to help them it seriously means a world to them . I would like to appreciate and thank u all the people for showing ur support and concerns I really want a security to find hope again in life .
Some ppl really transforms other life and I believe sharing is always better than hiding cause I know how all the thoughts kills u inside....so I guess I made a right decision my sharing out my thoughts atleast some ppl cared and genuinely said things which changed me as a invidual into something better.... 

Other

I am literally having an anxiety attack , i have my exam and i have a lot pending to study i can't bring myself to focus due to anxiety 

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