sometimes i just wake up and dont feel like doing anything and cry at the end of the day for wasting my time .

Work

Sad feeling
Uncertainty about future
Isolated from friends 
Stress about what if i never achieve that again i have to climb or find a different way.

Life

Hey! I hope you guys are doing well . Okay so I will come straight to the point , are you guys on NoFap if you are then can you please tell me that does this thing really works , like all the people talk about it ? 

Self Harm

I just don't know what the hell has happened to me. I just couldn't do the things that I usually love to do. I couldn't even concentrate on studies. Usually I love studying but due to a lot  of family disputes and  I had a  big fight with my mom. I couldn't get out of it. I feel very depressed and very sad. I just feel like I literally have no one to share my problems and worries. every one in the world who are so close are very selfish they just think about themselves, I just feel very lonely and I'm not with my family now, I'm at my grandparents home. But my family really doesn't even care about me. They just continue to be happy. This really hurts me. 

Anyone up? Feeling lonely and wanna talk about random things 

3am Thoughts

I'm upset and angry with my older sis yesterday me and my mom who's very VERY strict about clothes where choosing a dress for me then my mom asked my sis to gimme her opinions about it then my sis suddenly got angry and didn't come then tomorrow while we were just hanging out normally I asked her why did she get so angry yesterday she told me "I'm not the one who gave birth to u and mom wants me to cover dads part" (btw my dad only exists he did no father duties he's just a wallet (he doesn't even work he just handles money my mom earns) and a driver)
Then ofc I got quiet bc here I've been letting her trauma dump to me rant to me at whatever happens then she basically says I'm not ur mom don't involve me into tiniest thing u have she was literally just supposed to say which color would go better on me and leave how is that supposed to make u my mom??? I left so stupid for letting her rant to me today like she can't even do somth so basic and I've been letting her tell me every problem she has which is smth I hate then bc I suddenly got quite she asked me if I took offense OFC I DID WHY U EVEN ASKING CAN'T U EVEN THINK AT LEAST THAT MUCH GOSH I'M SO STUPID FOR THINKING WE HAD A NICE SIBLING RELATIONSHIP GOING ON

Family

How do I stop myself from eating and loose weight 
PS- don't care if it's healthy or not just need a solution

Body Dysmorphia

My biggest flex in my life is that I'm not afraid to lose people anymore. 💢

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