Loreal 💛 @not_jasmine
Sometimes I just don’t know what I’m doing in life. :/ I just feel like I’m there but not. People always are like “oh she’s smart” or “wow you’re so smart and your grades are great” but it doesn’t help. I kind of just feel like a fraud. Also, I have this thing going with a friend. I think she likes me and I feel like I’ve been leading her on. We got married on discord, which started it. Then I asked her to be my valentine cause “why not?” She said yes. I’ve been giving her a gift every other day and she has been doing the same. I don’t know what to do. I think I’m straight, but I’ve never been in a relationship. She’s bi-romantic. Lastly, this is awkward but I like reading fanfictions and my mom found my reading list, idk what to do.
Rishi v @xx_rishi
Everything will be fine just go with the flow
Sean_75 @raindrops_moon
So a few questions for it, is your friend an online kind or a real life friend-? Cause online relationships, you can like her, but it’s hard to be in a close/long relationship since you may not know each other well. Also, do you consister her as a friend or crush-?
Loreal 💛 @not_jasmine
This is a real-life friend. (Sorry for late reply) Um… we’ve known each other since middle school. I consider her like more than a friend but not a crush. Idk…
Loreal 💛 @not_jasmine
We knew each other before but we had a discord chat with a few of our friends from our friend group.
Sean_75 @raindrops_moon
If you really don’t feel the same way as them, I would really say the best way would be breaking up… it was sad to say so but if you think deeply, you wouldn’t want to play with her feelings and fake loving her just because you felt bad to leave her. Of course, you’ll have to find a right chance to do so. As for the part about being regular friends with her after breaking up, it all depends on how you break up with her and her own feelings. But keep in mind that, you’ll either choose to continue this relationship and make you frustration, or to risk a chance and maybe lose a friend.
I actually got a similar experience. I got an online friend, they went through depression and break up stuffs. They used to talk to me about her problems and I’ll try my best to give an advice. One day, she told me that she like me. By that time, I was confuse as I never been to any dating stuffs. I accept her confession and we kept chatting online for a while. Later, we started talking less. Eventually, I tried my best to ignore her because I didn’t know what I have get myself into. You may wanna know why I accept her in the first place. I was feeling bad for her by that time that she felt through all those break ups. I say yes in order not to ‘upset’ her but I just don’t have that feeling. I finally told her to break up and she agreed too. We are back to normal friends and it was actually lucky for me…
So yea, I hope this can help ;v;
