Sometimes I feel people just talk to you because they don't have their best frnd around or busy. But you attached to them. Don't know why people send their family pics when they don't even consider you as your friend. What to think in this condition. @tiredofpeople

Means one of my friend give me all importance time value but after one-year he said please don't consider me as your best friend

I don't know what to say now because I am attached but I know the other person is not.

Ask him out what happen what changes him like say we can be friends at the end right .. aks him out that i say something wrong or do somthing wrong or ask what is the reason ... It might be his career he want to focus more on that many reason ask him out

It's them not you. They're the one making you feel unimportant, even though you genuinely try being their friends. 
It's okay. You don't have to be hard on yourself for something that other people are doing. Don't let those people affect your inner peace

Mental Illness

I have no friends 

Frustration


 Is it just me or do you also  think that sometimes when putting alot of effort for your friends and not getting the same effort back makes you  feel weird?  Like I've never been friends with someone who actually was the  first one to text me or give surprises, gifts etc. I always doubt them that is this a sign that they don't make efforts for me?  I mean I understand that sometimes they don't get time to text first and stuff but..  It feels kinda weird to be always the first one to text, do stuff for them etc. :( 
IDk what to say about this but sometimes,  sometimes I kinda wish I had a friend like me '-' 
One time I decided to not text anyone first for a day and the next day I had 0 new messages. It's not like I need their attention 24/7 but knowing  that someone actually cares for you really means alot. I'm in search for many friends as possible to make my life worth living so if you wanna friends just tell me your snap chat if you have it  in the comments :> my snap chat is : @mithi.martolia 
I hope I'll become friends with some amazing people on this site byeeee!!  Have a great day🌸 

Friends

Here is a sad, but interesting story. I solved a very big mystery in my life today. I am 29 years old. I have always been told that I get attached to people very soon. If I had a penny for every time I heard this, I'd beat Ambani. 

Why do I get attached so quickly?
Why do I share my life's stories so quickly?
Why do I speak like I've known them for years?
Why do I act like they are my best friend?
Why did I think just cause they are nice to me they wanna be my friend?

It was hard but SIMPLE truth, my dumb brain took a while (years) to understand or realise this and the answer came to me. 

Im speaking nothing but the truth when I say this - I have, not once in my entire life, experienced what having a friend is. NOT ONCE, even for 5 seconds. 
Kindergarten to college to work to being 29 years old. My inbox is empty, I dont have a friend to share reels with or acquaintances, I dont know how it is to have a friend. 
In college and school, I used to hide in the library cause of lack of friends. 

Eventually, the need to have one was much that I had intentionally become a desperate toxic person, needy for friends and some attention. 

SO yeah - Now, off late when people try to be friends with me, Its funny. I feel like saying "im good, no thanks." i've gotten used to this... 

LMAO friends/friendship, words I never got to use in my life. 

3am Thoughts

I feel like my friends are starting to dislike me. I have no idea what I did. They’re getting more agitated with me and just overall ignoring me. I just joined a discord call with them and they left as soon as I started talking. I just wanted to talk with someone :(

Why is it so hard to balance friendships ? 
Like if I spent time on my friendships it affects my personal relationship and vice versa help 

I feel like I do not have real friends. They all are very selfish, mean and do not want to see others succeed. What shall I do?

Relationships

Every one is searching for love here, but tbh having friends heal you alot, it's also less stressing. If you find a good friend here you are lucky. 

i feel really bad right now. somebody, help me please!
i dont know why most of my friends treat me like this. they gave me a feeling like even i am disappeared, there is nothing happened. i admit that i did hurt them, but i just did it accidentally and i apologized to them. however, they always remember that and it's like they hate me ...
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they hurt me so many times. calling me a princess bc i am not good at sport, bc of my poor health... they laughed and made fun of it. calling me a princess bc im not good at sth they are very good at. always leave me alone,refuse to help me.  in many subjects, i asked them to help me, they got mad at me and shouted at me loudly "DO IT YOURSELF"... at that time, i just wanted to cry but i had to hold it back.
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even when they did that to me, i didn't get mad at them, i always keep silent and forgive them. i always help them, and never complain about sth they are bad at. even if i'm hurt, even if i cry, i just have to bear it alone and i didnt tell them how they hurt me. it's bc im afraid of loosing them, im afraid that i will not have any friends and i will be isolated again. it broke my heart with their harsh words, and all i could do was just saying sorry. i was the first one who said sorry, everything i did just made it worse.
why am i the only one who suffer so much? 
i know in their mind, i am a loser, good for nothing, annoying person. when i looked at myself, i also saw my strengths. i can play the piano, im quite good at IT subject and i can speak 3 languages .and i know i have to be stronger and optimistic. but they made me feel so small, they always look at my weak points, they think my strengths are just bc im lucky and i depend on other people. the more i try the more i fail. 
i feel really lonely, please help me. 

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