Sometimes I feel lonely even with my family members. Idk if they don't know how i feel or they just ignore it.

3am Thoughts

Putin is going to use nukes and he’s been planning this all along. Remember Putin tried to join NATO and they rejected him, he’s a man who lives on his ego. 

He jailed people who challenged him and his authority, had people killed, and sees himself as some kind of national hero to the Russian people.

Men like him would start a nuclear war just for the attention, and he’s going to get a lot of it real soon.

Putin must be stopped and it has to be the Russians to do it…

Me and my bestfriend had a huge fight. She told me stuff I never thought she would. I feel lost and has no idea what to do. I need to talk to someone who can patiently listen to the entire fight and suggest me how should I go about it further. 

Confusion

How do I cut off a friend from my life? Not that they've done anything bad, I just feel like we are not on the same page anymore. We've been friends for as long as I remember but I feel like now that we've grown up we've our differences that's starting to irk us both. Just because I want to cut her off my life doesn't mean we are on bad terms, I just think it's high time one of us have to step forward before things turn messy but idk how to...

Conflict

That feeling when you don't want to call and talk to anybody , but you are wishing someone will call  and talk to you.

Depression

Howss all just asking 😁

Anger Issues

I have always tried to develop a habit of reading of reading books but every time I try to start initial were good but after 2 to 3 days I felt boring and stoped the habit of reading book. And has happened not for one or two time instead multiple times. For this I have tried multiple things one of them was to collect or buy multiple books because where money involves you think about it and try to utilise that thing. But my efforts are in vain. Then one day i decided and chose one book *atomic habits* and though any how i will complete this and look what today is the day i am on the last chapter of the book feels so amazing also the books was pretty interesting. Some other day i will conclude the points of this books because it's a like changing book.
Also how i develop the habit of  reading i will cover that also in some other article.
Thanks for reading 💗
Although I have one book in mind but if you guys have any books suggestions for me please comment .

Books

Look I’m just so so scared of myself right now. Tbh it all started when I stopped taking risks for the consequences of the words that I used to say. Words that would come right from very deep places of my heart. So I became silent. I just stopped talking about myself and my feelings to anyone. So all the words that carried so so much pain got stacked up and I have been living with pain ever since. But until a week ago I could at least cry just to loosen a very small amount of the pain, but now I can’t even cry. Nothing’s coming out of me. Every bit of emotion is just stuck somewhere that I can’t find.
I wish I had someone to talk to. Like fr even now I think it’s not that late. I could talk to someone and by someone I mean someone who I know. But the thing is no one around me seems to care. I’m just constantly being pushed away. I’m bound to the boundaries. No one sees me as a person who they can come to even a step closer. So when I’m pushed how can I allow myself to go to them and share my pain with them so recklessly. They are living their lives they are happy they have someone to share whatever the fuck is going on with them. But for me well let’s just say none of that happened. Every night I keep checking my phone for a message but nothing’s there as usual. Then I look for something so that I could get the grief out of me and again there’s nothing coming out, not a single tear.
So yeah man, I’m lost I truly am and I don’t know what the fuck should I do about it.


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