Sometimes i feel lonely because of Emptyness Anyone have some feelings or Need a Good Converstion ping me

Love

Today..she rejected my proposal and said that she don't wanna hurt me. But literally I am happy today.. I don't know why, I want to express my feelings from long time and 3 days back I express to her, and she asked for taking time and today she said no..It was the most difficult two days because waiting is difficult task..I realised that expressing our feelings makes us really happy than the reply from her..So if you are reading this please express to her your feelings..I am sure dil khali hota he..you also feel nice about that person.

Body Positivity

Right person wrong time. Is this even a thing? I mean if the timing is wrong the person probably is not right

3am Thoughts

I’ll just read a manhwa

Just complete the following lines accordingly

Thak chuka/chuki hu mea.....

Today my family and I took the most difficult decision we have ever had to take- to put our 16 month old dog down. He is an inbred dalmatian and has shown signs of aggression because of that since the day we brought him home. He has been in pain due to his genetic issues for a long time now- he has high uric acid, bad liver and kidney function, and congenital hip dysplasia, and although he is seemingly healthy now, his pain gets worse every single day, and it is only a matter of time before his symptoms get completely out of hand.  
We have had a long time to come to terms with his condition, but it certainly doesn't make the decision any easier, or the pain any less. I love my dog more than anyone or anything else in the world, and I know that my family and I have done absolutely everything we can to help him.
The first person I told is my oldest and best friend in the whole world. She does not support this decision. She believes we have not used all our resources and done absolutely everything in our power to help him. She has a dog too, and she cannot imagine putting hers down for any reason at all. She has decided that this decision is enough for her to want to end the 17 year old friendship that she has had with me. It does make  the decision all the more harder for me because now my best friend thinks I am a horrible person and she no longer wants me around in her life. I comfort myself knowing that if she really wanted to be there for me, she would not be putting me through this at the worst moment of my life. I know how much I love my dog. He is my baby. I would never want to wrong him in any way, and I do not believe that I am. 
I am overwhelmed and in shock right now. I'm not sure how I will get through the next phase of my life, but I am determined to do what I believe is best for my baby.  

Loss

We need to face few situations alone without any support. 

The type of support differs 

Which one’s most important?

Today I learned a hard lesson and sometimes it is hard for me to take in advice from anyone, especially if they don’t have a license within their name. But I have been fucking up big time throughout my life as a college student. I may act as if I am a full-grown adult and or if I am old enough to do as I please. But there are many obstacles that are taking place now. Problems that happen within family, and I am drowning in my own sorrow. A boyfriend who isn’t as open to me as he was before, expenses hitting me left and right, body image issues taking over my mind, and clueless where I stand in my family’s patriarchy. You see, family won’t understand what depression may be like for that one person, they truly believe that depression consist of episodes and that it will occur some days and the next day you’ll be fine. Nope, I hate to break it to my family, that is not how MY depression works. Depression varies for every single person on this planet. For some, it comes in moments, for some it comes in packages of weeks, days, months and even up to years. And no matter how much I try to seek help, mentally I am just not doing well whatsoever. I am a girl who feels as if she has no one, who feels lonely and today I was told the harsh truth (“stop acting as if people don’t care about you or that you’re lonely”). Yes, I do have a family that cares about me, sisters who would die to see me content and happy, and brothers who would most indeed embarrass the shit out of themselves to make me laugh and or giggle, but that doesn’t seem to cure this fucked up illness that still drives throughout my mind and body. I see everyone as an enemy and I can’t seem to let my guard down because of the amount of hurt I’ve endured growing up. People say that being the youngest should be easy, it should be a walk in the park when it comes to getting whatever you want. Others whisper underneath their breathe and whisper “she got everything handed to her, and just plays this role as if she’s lonely and has this miserable life”. I don’t glorify the life I’ve had because others may have had it better or worse. But what I am here to say, to whomever may be reading this, is that your emotions count, and they are valid. Your life shouldn’t have to have been black and dead roses for you to have depression. You could’ve grown up filled within pony’s, pink flowers, a big home, and siblings who love you, and yet you still can manage to get this sense of loneliness and these senseless emotions that can cause you to want to disappear quietly and slowly. 

Mental Health

"Love should be a journey, not a place where expectations stand as destination points." – P'Jae

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