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Sometimes I feel like life doesn’t have meaning and sometimes I feel like it’s purpose is to destroy me. My parents don’t support me and keep forcing their expectations. I don’t feel like studying and I have so much incomplete work. My friends and my boyfriend only text me back when I text them. I’ve been heartbroken before and it left a permanent mark. I’ve had suicidal thoughts before and I’m having them again. I’ve hurt myself in the past too. I cry every night under a blanket and I don’t know what to do. I told my friends earlier about my suicidal thoughts before and they treated it like a joke so I haven’t told them this time. One of my best friend keeps creating dramas and I’m too tired to deal with it anymore. I just feel like dying.

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Anonymous

dont tell these sort of things to ones who make joke about it unless you cant laugh on those jokes.
life has meanings more importantly life in itself is a meaning.survive happily throughout the journey😊.
“sometimes I feel like it’s purpose is to destroy me” i also feel it sometimes and its ok but dont surrender.
"My friends and my boyfriend only text me back when I text them."its good thing i guess because i am away from almost every one and it makes me feel good that i get response at least😂.
i dont know what do you mean by dramas but either you can enjoy them or you can ignore them or you can abandon that friend if that doesnt go well with your values.

Anonymous

but yes that boyfriend thing is a bit different,he should time and effort for you.

Anonymous

spare*

Anonymous

Hey, if you are in a relationship that you aren’t happy with, you should talk to him and if you are still not satisfied, you should consider breaking up. At the end of the day, you are the most important person in your life and being with someone who makes you sad doesn’t help you