Sometimes i feel like i'm not solid. I'm hollow, there's nothing behind my eyes. I'm a negative of a person. All i want is blackness. Blackness and silence.

Life

Do you ever feel like you are not good enough at your work

Career

I feel so.... I don't even know what am I feeling. My own family is against me and I don't think what I did was wrong at all. I took my side and did that because I care about myself and how their atrocities affect me. I have given my all, MY ALL, to mend relations with them. I helped them emotionally , work wise and yet they decided to target me and bash me. I hate them. They don't understand my mental health situation. If no workplace colleague helps them,  they cry,yell and turn to me for help. I do all of their work and yet they continue to treat me like a servant. I'm tired of their FREAKING passive aggressive behavior! 
God! 

Family

The voices in my head say that I'm damaged and worthless. How much can I block out?

3am Thoughts

I have never date anyone i'm 22 and my friends making me fun of it. 

Bullying

Is it normal for b00bs to hurt??

I am not the person i was.i will be the person as i am not today.So change happens.All we need to just tolerate time.

Anxiety

Need help related to career. Is anyone free?

Today you basically called me a piece of shit. But I don't care you can continue to think whatever you want about me. Do you ever think back to the tactics you used to put fear in me to obey you. Words, but what I'm thinking about was when you chocked me. Chocked me, I'd never put my hands on my child. I don't remember what I did but I can guarantee it was never that serious. You'd look me up and down as if I was a person in the street. You said stuff even called me a user, when you knew that was a tough spot because my other parent called me that. I mean I'd be your damn therapist thats how compassionate I was, and you said people would use stuff against but you do the same to your daughter. Any and everything for authority. Love to act like we're a happy family when we're out though. You act like you know your kids so well. Saying honor thy mother and father and your days will be prolonged. When you don't even know I tried to unalive myself just this morning, so obviously I want my days to come to an end. Trying to tell me about karma and how he gives love, when I give out love first. So your saying I don't love you? Your saying I don't love anything? But I guess this is my karma, it's making feel lonely but you get more done that way. I might rock with this.

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