Sometimes I feel like I can be surrounded by dozens of people in a room and still feel utterly alone

I too feel it a lot..
And whenever i have felt this i am always surrounded by dozens of people who are friends family or someone i know 

try to enjoy someone's company. I'm sure there's someone out there who also likes ur company.   

Lonely

Day 213 of writing journal entries.

It’s got to be a quick and easy entry today, didn’t do much throughout the day.. however it was still a nice and productive day and I feel content with where I am. It’s time for me to go to sleep, peace be with you.  

Personal Growth

Hi all,

I was wondering if anyone out there is willing to connect and to talk? I'm a 24 year old girl, I'm a gamer girl who may be a bit awkward at times but i just have a lot of emotions.
I am who I am 🙊

Intro

What is the 1 thing that makes a relationship interesting to you? 🌼❤️
For me- when my guy's gonna fight for me 🧨 
(If someday I get a guy🙃) 

Love

There's a horrible feeling in my chest whenever something goes wrong. I always used to keep it in, not telling anyone because I hate showing anyone I'm vulnerable. My mom is supportive but I hate that she has to be strong even if it might devastate her. I feel almost always on edge, stressed, anxious, angry at myself for not being good enough. I always question if I deserve anything or anyone's support. I always compare myself to others, hating on myself. I cry it out and it gets better for a while, but that feeling never goes away. I think I need help, but don't know whats wrong with me. 

Stress

I was in a relationship with a girl, later we sort of broke up. Later like about a month after she came back because something bad happened to her. I was considerate, helped her in everyway possible. But i wanted to know whether she loves me still or not. But she refuses to answer that saying she isn't in the position to think about all that stuff as of now. I understand her, but I don't have the capacity to handle such uncertainty i believe, I had this huge trauma thing happened to me in the past and I'm just unable to trust somebody. I don't want to be just other guy helping her. What should I do? I said this to her and she says she can't do anything about it, suggests that maybe  we should talking. What should I do now 

Breakup

I feel depress and empty inside I think I need a plan B. I also made my guy friend stopped talking to me forever bc I cussed him out.

3am Thoughts

Girls, tell me what you guyz want!
You guyz expect us yo telepathically understand what you want and then if we fail to understand it and disappoints you then you guyz punish us...like what the hell!

Anxiety

Hi,

I need your favor to have a fresh perspective over the nitty gritty complex structure of my life created now. 
At this point, my surroundings are new for shifting. Although I know my priorities, unable to work on them until and unless no option deadline deadline is there. Even my mind gets numb to such extent that zi get ready to face any loss just for keeping me secure and relaxed. 

Always anxious, low energy. 

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